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the future.

2012-02-26T21:21:00.004+08:00

Found this photo on Facebook, credits to Lionel. Good old days (:

I think my blog needs a quick update.

Well life's been good. Stressful at the same time. It's hard to believe that almost 2 months have just flew by like that. It's so fast, it's scary.

I've been wondering about my future a lot lately. What should I do? There are many things I want to do; writing, humanities, psychology. Even singing. But the sad thing is, there are hardly any doors open out there. The polytechnics don't offer creative writing, as in just writing itself. No media shit involved. A fricking pHD is needed in Psychology to actually get a good job. Humanities can only make me a teacher, which is really not what I want.

Thinking about how I'll most probably be stuck with a job that I'll hate sucks. Am I being choosy? Should I just stop being such an ambitious bitch and start opening my options, even if it means doing something I really hate for the rest of my life? Or should I just take a risk? But really, in this world, taking a risk is like balancing on a tight rope. You may just fall anytime and it's really hard to get back up. Who knows, taking a risk means that I'll be unemployed years from now. Reality is harsh as hell.

I feel... lost. Haish.

turn back time.

2012-02-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

Life stinks.

That is all.

here's to a new start.

2012-01-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

How has 2011 changed me?

One thing I know, I've grown to be a lot more bitter, which sucks. But I guess I've become a lot more sensible too. Honestly, my parents are one of the best people in the world, and I can't believe I had let my childish ignorance cover up that fact. I know they won't see this, but I love them. I really do. Maybe I've become a better person after all.

2011 threw a whole lot of shit in my way. Definitely one of the worst years I've had. I buckled and crumbled, but I'm proud to say that I came back up on my feet. I remember all that drama from January to February, when so many judgmental people were on my case. Well I guess I've shaken them off. Fuckyeah.

Now onto newer things. No more looking back at the past and crying over it. HELLO 2012, BRING IT ONNNNN!

I should really do some dedications.

Dlyal Harris.

Hey babe! Kay I know you won't see this but I really really love you hehe. You're one of the best friends I've ever had. I've hit ground low many times last year, and most of the time you were there for me, patiently listening to my rants and never giving up on me. Thanks so much for being such an awesome person in my life! Rest assured you can always come to me if you're having problems with *ahem* you know who! Oh and I still do not like Justin Bieber HAHA kay I'm sorry my dear!

Fionn Lui.

Omg, there're so many things we've done together. Singing quietly in class, gossiping about bitches, pissing people off, going way too hyper during class (and then your buzz will crash), and of course, MINDFUCK! *gunshot* Hahaha. Even though we may disagree about some things, but I'll always respect your opinions. Again, you might not see this, but thanks for being a completely awesome friend! Sorry about the time I fell down at the chalet and you stayed late to tend to my wounds, ugh. Love you!

Samantha Yeo.

I still remember, during the drama I experienced in January and February, we were in your classroom during lunch break, and you were talking to me, giving me advice and stuff. Even though I didn't really heed your advice, but I'm glad that you didn't give up on me then. And our camwhoring sessions! The best hehe. Thanks so much for being my spwastic friend these few years, not only this year. Damn we should really go jubeat soon uh. Haha love you spwastic!

Amanda Lau.

WOMAN! You're awesome max kay. I love how bubbly you are, and how we both like Kim Hyun Joong hehehe. And how we're always discussing math questions on twitter and sms! My twitter pictures are just math solutions omg, now I feel like a total nerd. Oh and our awesome gossiping sessions together with Qing Rong and Jodie outside Starbucks after tuition HAHA. Always blocking people's way! Kay just want to say thanks for being such a great friend!

Au Qiu Xin.

Hey my dear! Haha during bridging lunch breaks, we would sit at the table near the new block foyer and gossip about certain people. Awesomesauce. I know you have a lot of friend troubles, and it pains me to see you sad at times. But remember I'll be there for you kay. Don't be saddened by what people say. Learn to embrace it!

Brandon Tan ♥.

It obviously hasn't been perfect being with you. I just want to apologise for my constant mood swings, and having you deal with them most of the time. And I'm sorry for always getting my pride in the way. I try to say sorry when I'm in the wrong but I usually can't bring myself to. I'll try to change that kay? But you've given me so many great memories. Our poking fights, plushing you, playing Game Of Life (where I won you hehehe) and our long phone calls. And it's awesome how you actually bought a Jodi Picoult book for me for our anniversary last year! We're two very different people with very different views of life, but we still do manage to get along most of the time. What can I say? I love you. You can be sure about that.
AND YOU OWE ME A LETTER SINCE YOUR BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR MISTER!

Also, thanks to Anne, Cyrilla, Cherol, Liyan, Mikee, Liza and Ina for being such awesome juniors and making my senior life pretty worthwhile,

and those who have never given up on me. Yey. *teary-eyed*
Hahaha okay what bullshit is that. I'm not crying. More like grainy-eyed.

Kay I shall post a very random picture.

My niece wanted me to draw something when I went to my aunt's house on New Year's Eve. So I took her Hawaiian Hello Kitty toy and drew a Hawaiian theme-based drawing. Not very well-executed but c'mon I was bored!

the battle.

2011-12-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

Her heart, broken and shattered, lies in pieces. Her mind walks over and inspects the injuries. The damage that has been done. The mind sighs, recognising the all-too familiar routine that has started.

It speaks. Says that it was right all along. That man was going to break her heart soon enough.

Again, the mind screams, DON'T FORGIVE HIM. Let him learn his lesson, let him realise how much he loves her.

If he loves her enough, he'll come back and listen. He'll change for the better.

Change, for her.

The heart tries to find an argument. To defend the man it knows the girl loves too much to let go. But look at it, all crumbled up into tiny bits. Scrambling to piece itself back together again.

The mind flips through certain memories. Memories of arguments, memories of broken promises. The never-ending cycle of forgiveness. The foolishness that he'll finally stop breaking your heart. But he never stops.

The heart can't find a reason to forgive him. It just can't, no matter how hard it tries.

Unconsciously, the brain starts to recall other memories. The good ones.

His hugs, his tender kisses, the dancing light in his eyes.

The jokes that make you laugh all day. The way he holds your hand. The way he smiles into your eyes.

Him. That's the reason.

The heart slowly gets up. Picks up the broken pieces by itself, one by one. The mind tries to stop it. But as wise as it is, it loses to the burning passion of the heart. It always does.

It takes days. Days to piece back the broken heart together. And when the girl feels her heartburn fading away, she gets out of bed. And believes that she's ready to love again.

And it continues.

This time, she hopes her heart is right.

changes.

2011-11-22T22:43:00.001+08:00

First time wearing a dress. (Y)

Last Saturday was my cousin's wedding, so I, for once had to dress up for the occasion. Bought a dress cos I don't have any, then wore it for dinner. AND surprisingly I liked wearing it! Well okay, maybe it's time for a change.

Had alot of fun being a bridesmaid! Hehe it was like working, with those angpaos as my pay. But I really didn't do much uh, mostly just ate free food and talked to my other cousin yey. $158 earned, woohooooo.

On a side note, I know you wouldn't see this, but congrats my dear cousin! Finally getting married heh. May you live in bliss. (:

Anyway speaking about change, I wonder how much I've changed these couple of years. Hohoho okay time to dig out old photos from the grave.

June 2009; ETP outing with CKP clique! Lol my nerd face. And our french fries HAHAHA.

December 2009; Choir christmas celebration!

June 2010; HLA camp.

June 2010; Dlyal's awesome barbeque. (:

August 2010; NDP Practices. Best life experience so far.

September 2010; Teachers' Day Celebration! With my dear Samantha and Dlyal hehe.

October 2010; Chinatown outing! Where I found out Samantha stole my idol yay. :3 Oh god my bangs looked ridiculous.

November 2010; Last day of school. Life, was good.

November 2010; Vivo outing. Christina's turban hehe! Had hell loads of fun.

December 2010; Went out with Samantha for Jubeat and a bit of badminton. AND she wanted me to help her sing LOL!

December 2010; Christmas outing at Sentosa. But this picture was taken at Vivo. Life was still pretty good then.

January 2011; Choir orientation. Before the shit started.

March 2011; Sports carnival. Before the REAL shit happened.

March 2011; Sec 3 Camp. Somewhere around the time when my world went upside down.

July 2011; Racial Harmony. Passed all the crap, still recovering.

And that's it. My secondary school chronicle. Actually they're just random pictures but you get the drift.
Overall, not much of a change, personally. Just a little. Like how I'm becoming an actual girl, not the half tomboy I was back then. And maybe I've become a little more reserved than before.
That's not much isn't it?

OKAY sorry for all the pictures I was so bored.
Oh and Ed Sheeran's awesome. Kay random. :>

fts.

2011-11-18T21:36:00.001+08:00

And you're the reason for it.

Okayyy this is going to be a short post.

Monday, went to Choir practice at school. So currently we're on this pop song project, kinda awesome. (: But really have no idea whether it'd be a success. Hope it will be.

Went to math tuition on Wednesday. Met up with Amanda at Eastpoint to eat lunch. Jodie was supposed to meet up with us too but apparently there was a bug in her bathroom and she didn't dare to bathe HAHAHA. Jodie why you so cute!

Went to LJS with Amanda & Michelle, gossiped about some stuff yey. After Michelle left, went to Popular for awhile. After meeting Qingrong and Jodie, walked to Ms Mariana's house. Was 15 minutes late lol! Tuition was, boring. Ahhh of course.

Anyway so. Have been rotting at home the past few days. Can't go out cos my parents are bent on pissing me off and controlling me like crazy. Even computer use want control.

I hate having no freedom at all. I hate being controlled and barred at home. I hate this fucking shit so much. Now I'm really close to the point when I can proudly say FML. Veryvery soon will that happen.

Ohhh and btw, I'm gonna be a bridesmaid tomorrow hehe! Okay maybe not hehe. More like ugh. Feeling really stressed even though there's not much of a reason to be. And I have to wake up at 4 in the morning tomorrow. -.- WTF?

So I'm not in a very good mood now. My father's being a complete asshole and shouting at me for no reason, so fts. Got a bad urge to punch the wall.

Life is not good. That is all.

internet! ▲

2011-11-05T16:04:00.001+08:00

Went to USS on 12 Oct with Brandon. (: Had an awesome time hehe. ♥

SAMANTHA YEO LEJIA'S BIRTHDAY PHOTO. :3
Happy 15th birthday again babe! Even though it was yesterday but still! Hope you liked my domo card. :D

Anyway HELLOOO! I just got back my internet a few days ago. So I shall start blogging again.

End of Year results wasn't so bad. (: I did exceptionally well for English, Combined Humanities, Pure History and Chinese. Hehe I think I have a future in Humanities. :D Oh and I actually for a C5 for my Chinese! Surprise surprise.
Sciences and Maths weren't good at all. And unfortunately for me both are the main things people look at if you want to go to JC. Wtfuck.

Nowww onto choir!
Apparently nothing's happening. No performances or concerts, or even practices. Quite disappointed, cos that's not how I want to spend my last years in HSC choir. After SYF total slack, sian max. :(
I'm extremely scared for choir's future. Most of the Sec 1 juniors don't give a hoot about choir. I think I'm just waiting for choir to crumble and fall. Can't imagine how they'll do in 2013's SYF.

Anyway, I think I shall reflect on 2011 as a whole now. Maybe it's too early, but ohwell. (:
This year overall has been pretty crazy. The first half of the year, it was total shit. Too many things happened at once. A hundred and one breakdowns I had. I just hope I won't go through the same thing years from now.
The second half was actually much better than I had expected it to be. Nothing fantastic really happened, but it was just a relief, to be freed from all the previous happenings.

Only now do I realise what it means by a blessing in disguise. Sounds cliche but it's true. I've realised who really are my friends, the ones who stick with me through thick and thin. The ones who are always there for me. Of course there are the friends whom you were once close to, who now just walk past you with this intolerant arrogant feel around them and ignore your existence the moment you're at the bottom of your life. They don't acknowledge you, and even how much you try to get rekindle your old friendship with them, they give you vague, cold responses which leaves you hurt and confused. And after a while, you give up trying.
Lol it's damn true when people say if you make a mistake, everyone starts judging you. Even your "friends" turn their back on you.

2011 hasn't been kind to me. But really it's a blessing in disguise. Not the best year, but a year that has taught me many lessons. Yay. (:

KAY SO!
I think I've blogged a decent post, no?

good mood! (:

2011-09-25T21:58:00.001+08:00

Camwhoring with Jocelyn in Computer Lab while doing the retarded survey thing! (:

KAYHIPEOPLE!
I'm in a really good mood so taking this chance to blog. :3

I hardcore studied this weekend. And i really mean hardcore.
Yesterday, I spent the whole day revising the whole of this year's Physics topics. Including Electromagnetic Spectrum.Today, made social studies notes, did english proposal, revised development chapter in Geography.
I'M PROUD OF MYSELF HEHE.

EOYs starting in less than a week! I'm somehow determined to get good marks. Really putting in alot of effort this time.I guess it's just to prove the people around me wrong. (:

Okay sooo. I'm moving house this tuesday.
Going to a hotel to stay for the next one month, cos apparently our new house won't be ready until then! So that means i won't have internet. GRRR. :<
Gonna miss my current house. 15 years i've been here. Ohwell.

Just a really short post to revive my blog. And to bid farewell to it for one fuckingzxc month.
AND DON'T FORGET cos i'm in a good mooddd!

all these contradicting feelings.

2011-08-29T20:41:00.006+08:00

Browsing tumblr, and found this photo.
I've been trying to find a word describing my feelings for the past few months, and i finally found it. Ambivalence.
I love a part of you to death, but the other part? I fucking hate it. I hate that part. I hate you.
That hate part, it's slowly overwhelming me. I have no fucking idea what to do now. All the promises you broke and got away with? I can't forget.
Bad memories washing all over me again. Please just go away and stop haunting me. Fucking please.

hohoho.

2011-08-28T17:18:00.007+08:00

TIME FOR MY LONG AWAITED UPDATE.
At least according to Kaikang, cos he's been spamming me really badly the past few weeks and i had no idea. Basically blogging is starting to pretty much bore me.

Sooo those photos up there are completely ripped from Samantha's blog!
YAY I CAMWHORED WITH MY DEAR SAMANTHA ON THURSDAY. (:
Initially we were supposed to take the bus home together after school, but she wanted some frozen yoghurt and i tagged along with her. Grabbed some awesome forest berry frozen yoghurt at DTE, then went back to the bus stop and took bus 12 with Zenith.
And I love you too Samantha Yeo! :3

Friday, went to eat with Brandon after school, then i went to Jubeat. I'M A GIRAFFE NOW YAYOMG! :D
Then went to Brandon's house, slack awhile, then had to leave at around 4. 2 hours earlier than i had planned to stay just cos of my parents. :/ Oh well, still a really good day spent with baby. ^^

Onto some general stuff; SCHOOL.
NON-STOP TESTS ALL SMACKED RIGHT IN MY FACE. Got quite stressed, especially during the surprise composition test, which i'm still a little pissed about. WHY KAREN FAH WHY? The previous time you gave us a surprise compo test i handed you an incomplete essay and failed it, right in your face to see. At least this time i managed to finish cos Seetoh gave me a wholeload of extra time.
So please don't give me anymore shitty surprise compo tests kthx.

But even though i got stressed up on that compo test, i feel pretty confident about it. And the rest of my latest tests too. I've been studying quite alot yay! (:

OKAY maybe i'll take back some of my words. My physics and chemistry are really getting worse. Big thanks to the switch of physics teachers and the retarded Mole Concept and Salts for chemistry.
At least i studied some of Mole Concept and Salts today, so i'm feeling a little better about Chemistry.

Next, CHOIR.
Some of my sec 1 juniors are MAD irritating. Attitude is shit, and they just don't give a fuck at all. I swear, one day if i run out of patience, i'm going to snap at them.

Social and family life is surprisingly pretty good. Makes up for everything crappy happening in school and choir. (:
Kay so overall, life's reallyreally good!

I've just noticed, time's passing by goddamn fast. Some of the really bad times i had this year, it just seems like yesterday. Guess that's a good thing eh.

camwow. (:

2011-07-28T20:22:00.008+08:00

Just to make my blog seem a little more real, i decided to post some pictures of me from facebook. :3 Camwhoring during free periods with Amanda and Qiuxin! So there you go, my dear perhaps defunct anonymous readers. YOU SHOULD KNOW WHICH ONE IS ME.

Shortshort post, just dropping by. Sorry :( I MAKE AN OATH THAT'LL POST A DECENT POST IN THE NEXT MONTH.

regrets unspoken.

2011-06-23T23:10:00.007+08:00

My problem is that I can't stay mad. I always end up forgiving people, even if they don't deserve it.
I have this feeling you're turning from bad to worse. I don't know what shit to do. Cos in the end, it's all my fault. I'm hardly physically by your side to stop you, and you just keep getting deeper into this pile of crap. You don't see it that way, but honestly? I do. And it haunts me every fucking night when i try to sleep. Lying awake worrying about you, i guess you don't know how much it hurts. I try so hard to pull you back, but it's not enough.
I feel like such a failure.

Went out with baby today. Supposed to meet at 10, but he overslept for 1 and half hours. -.- Imba. Jubeated while waiting for him, spammed credits like siao. Anyway, briefly, today was pretty full of arcade. Ehub, jubeat. Whitesands, jubeat. Kallang, Daytona. :D
Overall, a pretty good day. Lol, today's the only f-ing day i could go out this whole holiday. How cool is that.
Brandon Tan Jin Yang, better be glad i reserved today for you uhh!

Damn luh, I STILL OWE SAMANTHA JUBEAT OUTINGS! :( But i couldn't possibly squeeze in two outings for one day, i'll go instantly crazy.
Super sorry samantha! Next few weeks after school, try to chiong to ehub to play or something can?? :)))
Grrrh, i feel like a douche. Couldn't meet up with leticia. Haish.

Kay, so 4 MORE DAYS! and we're back to school. :D Good news? I'VE SOMEWHAT FINISHED MY HOMEWORK. LOLOL. First time ever. (Y)
I still have Dora's homework untouched though. Have no idea how to do it. WWII in Europe isn't my strongest topic, ughhh.
Ohhh and CHINESE! The black pearl book or something like that? I haven't even bothered to finish the first page. Hehehe. :3

Btw,
Going overseas from this Friday to Sunday.
Don't contact me tyvm.

Yeah so MY ONLY POST FOR JUNE! Yayyy. Basically i did not have a single shit of inspiration this whole month, and my brain was pretty much dead and drained out. Until today, i guess something just ringed in my head.

Anyway, was just thinking and came to a conclusion. I'm pretty much of a failure. In case you people didn't know.

screw calm and get angry.

2011-05-17T17:31:00.017+08:00

Keep calm.

Okay HI! MYEs finished like last Friday but I just didn't bother posting anything. Doubt anyone reads my blog anymore these days so who cares. I've been more active on tumblr cos it's more awesome than Facebook and Twitter and Blogger combined. :D
BUT SINCE I'M SLOWLY ROTTING AT HOME I SHALL, uhm. Irrelevantly post. :3 YAY okay. :D

P.S if you're not interested in my academic issues then i suggest you skip this whole section :D Starting from here.

-beep-
EXAMS WAS. Not that bad actually.
Except for Pure Chemistry, A'math and Chinese. Pure Chem was just retarded, A'math was pretty hard and Chinese was. Total shit.
I didn't even understand what the comprehension passages meant. -.- I thought for one passage that they were talking about the height of birds but turns out it was about the length of the birds' beaks. Awesome i love my chinese skills :>
And what the hell is with Pure Chem? Testing 1/4 of the paper on Sec 1 stuff. ._.

I think i did exceptionally well in English Paper 1 and 3, Pure Physics, Pure History. Maybe Social Studies and Elective Geog too.
English Paper 2 was average. My comprehension skills were never good. *sad face*
Oh well no guarantees on Maths. Maths is like the only bloody subject i can NEVER predict my marks. Stupid careless mistakes. :/

Kayy so for the first time i actually felt like i studied pretty hard for most of my papers! Except Chinese hehe i'm hopeless. :3 no wonder Mr Seah hates me LOL.
And even if i get back mediocre results i'll still be happy. OKAY THAT WAS A LIE i'll be pretty disappointed. :< BUT STILL. I'm glad it's over :D

-beep-

Actually no. I'm not entirely glad. I've been barred at home for like almost 4 days now and i'm going insane AND YES THAT'S WHY I'M WRITING ALL THIS CRAP. One more day. One. More. Day. Just yesterday i started talking to myself right before i slept. That's how bored i am. Omg imma on the edge of insanity.

Sidetrack.
JAMES DURBIN GOT ELIMINATED FROM AMERICAN IDOL. Wtf?!
I swear America is blind. :< Now i hope Haley wins. Scotty's too arrogant and Lauren is boring LOL.

Kay now to Jubeat. I UNLOCKED EVANS ON FRIDAY YAY! Finally. But my standard dropped pretty bad :x SS to S for Infinity. That's a little demoralising. Going with Samantha to Jubeat during June holidays. I MAKE AN OATH TO MYSELF I WILL TRY ALBIDA THEN!

Lol so far 2011 has been fucking shit to me. So many shit has happened and i've never gotten so many suicidal moments at one go. Seriously thanks to those who've stood by me, Samantha, Fionn, Dlyal and some others. :> love you guys.
And of course the most awesome person in my life right now, Baby. ♥ i love you yay. :D

Going to remove my tagboard. ~~Probably putting up formspring or something.~~ And i'm not planning to change my blogskin until i get tired of it. :D
Okay i'm bored so i'm going to extract something from tumblr.

Sarcasm. FTW. (Y)
Sheldon Cooper's awesome. :D

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HI PEOPLE,
I've set up shoutmix in replacement of cbox and formspring so yeah go tag thanks, spam if you want lol. I don't want to look like a retard and tag myself. :3 IT'S EMPTY C'MON GO TAG.

And blogger has a fucking html problem, i swear.
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monthly updates.

2011-04-09T09:04:00.003+08:00

'Behind my smiles are stories you'll never understand.'

Kay it's been about one month since i last posted. Oh well i think i should just stick to monthly updates for the time being. Easier for me.

CHOIR SYF IN 3 DAYS!
I actually had a bit of sore throat yesterday but luckily for me IT'S GONE NOW HEHE.
Personally i'm aiming for a gold, but i'm happy with a silver too. :3
Hope we don't screw up our pronunciation and pitch. If not end of the world. AND WE STILL HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE NEXT DAY FOR THE RESULTS! What crap is that. :<

Next, the fugging mid-years are coming. Planning to start slogging from next week onwards when there's no more SYF.
And i need to finish all my overdue chinese letters and compos before the 11th of april. Managed to finish 2 over the past 2 days. SO I'M LEFT WITH 3! Yay.

OHYEAH, Miss Khor's having a concert at Esplanade tomorrow! Going with jocelyn. Honestly i just bought the ticket mainly to escape from being barred at home everyday. At least i have approximately uhmmm, 5 hours outside? Finally. Some sanctuary.

Btw, if you're a regular to my blog and you're wondering my posts are usually depressing, it's because i only have inspiration to blog when i'm angry or even minorly pissed off. Same thing for english compositions, you give me a topic that tells me to write about something happy, i draw a blank. Gimmme a topic on negative stuff and i'll write like a madwoman for you. :D

Basically i'm posting today cos reality kinda sucks. :)

Kthxbai. Hope i blogged a quality post.

back from hiatus again!

2011-03-16T09:41:00.004+08:00

Uhm, so yeah i'm back from my long 1 month hiatus.
Shall make this a pretty brief post.

In this 1 month period, yeah i guess i can say alot of things happened. Quite a number of fucked up ones uh. Criticism, humiliation, a few moments of regret (but they're gone now), quite a number of breakdowns, STRESS.
But what can i say. This is life eh.

MY REPORT CARD IS SCREWED UP AS SHIT, I SWEAR. Not a single A, mostly B3s & B4s, and the best part is my english got a C5.
C5. Wtfff, my personal best subject got a C5. Just because i didn't finish my composition test. I feel like a douche.
And I failed my chinese & A'math.
Regret appealing. Having to face Dora and other fucked up teachers. I should have just taken the E4 subject combi and get easy As. Urgh, someone turn back time! D:

Sidetrack time.
Choir SYF is less than a month's time. COMPLETE PANIC!

#1, Baritones can get out of tune pretty often, which is JUST FUCKING SCARY, cos just one note out of tune equals to COP straight away.
#2, ~~Altos are pretty lack in power.~~ ALTOS ARE GOOD NOW.
#3, School performing before us is Anderson Secondary, Gold with Honours choir. Expectations of judges gonna be damn high on us.

HSC is third in line. 12th April, first day.
PANICPANICPANIC! D:

Oh speaking of choir. I have choir later on at 11.30, and I haven't showered yet. YAY AM I AWESOME OR WHAT.

Kthxbye. Maybe editting this post when I get back from choir.

crappy.

2011-02-18T21:16:00.005+08:00

HI PEOPLE KAY I'M VERY TIRED NOW.
Shag much.

School has been kind of, crappy i guess.
Today got damn fucking pissed off. Flared up the minute after school dismissal.
Apparently, i was so pissed off that i threw my highlighter and bag on the floor, and kicked the corridor railing twice.

I seriously cannot stand it when some teacher *hint hint* just acts so ignorant and things like hymn singing practice, you act as if you don't care, pass all the fucking work to your students to do and just sit there shake leg. See very dulan already. And all the things we achieve when she didn't even fucking do anything to lead or even help, knn what's she gonna get, recognition and extra salary bonus uh. -'-
USELESS PIECE OF SHIT TEACHER. Over there the class so fucking noisy and you're doing nothing. NO NOT EVEN A FUCKING SHIT, YOU EXPECT US, US AS IN THE STUDENTS TO DO EVERYTHING SINGLE SHIT FOR YOU, and you call yourself our form teacher. Knn go jump down for all i care.

SERIOUSLY, I mean seriously. Why are so many of my teachers so screwed up this year uh.

This week, for some reason i've been emoing more than before. More mood swings, more tears, more sulky faces and more attitude problems.
Sucks alot eh.
Sec 3 life is seriously damn stressful.

Oh and Peizhen has my Primary 3 photooo! AAAH SHIT. :<
AMERICAN IDOL 10 IS AWESOME BTW. ♥

Kaythanksbye sorry for the vague update, will find time soon to change blogskin and blog a longlong post. ^^

:/

2011-02-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

Shipanji Bober Possum Face asked me to update. And i'm bored anyway. So yup i'm here. :D
HI PEOPLE BACK FROM MY HIATUS.

Uhm okay so. Today.
Nothing much, but got pissed off by many things, especially the stupid choir conductor's assistant. He just pisses me off luh. Can't even play the piano properly, tempo off, how to become conductor sia. ._.

School's been okay. Academically wise, Math and Physics not doing really well, English Chemistry and Geog pretty much okay.
I HATE PURE HISTORY BECAUSE OF THE FREAKING DORA BITCH. Seriously she fucking suckcore. -'-

Still abit emo-ing. Yup.

Ohh and sms-ing Shipanji in class is FUNNN. :D

be strong.

2011-02-04T10:27:00.004+08:00

TO THOSE WHO HAVE ASKED ME TO CHEER UP AND GET OVER IT,
I will. Sooner or later.
Thanks alot for everything. ♥

SO FAR GONE BY JAMES BLUNT IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. Hahaha.

depressed.

2011-01-30T15:13:00.010+08:00

I've got this fucking bad urge to cry.

Chinese new year coming soon. And i have a bloody bad throat infection. ._.
Pain like hell.

Anyway American Idol 10 is damn awesome. Even though Simon Cowell isn't there. Steven Tyler's face expressions are hilarious. :D
And there was one guy who auditioned in Milwaukee, Chris Medina. Omg i literally cried when i heard his story. Such a sweet guy.
'What kind of guy would i be if i walked out when she needed me the most?'
Hope for humanity.

I noticed alot of changes about me lately.
#1, I don't smile alot now.
#2, My studying pattern's changing.
#3, I'm starting to have a very big appetite.
#4, I'm hating modern music.
#5, I've got bloody frequent mood swings.

Something's wrong with me.
2011 hasn't been a good year so far...
Haiz.

'Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you find yourself doing something & wishing they were right there by your side.'

procrastination.

2011-01-22T16:24:00.004+08:00

Kay i'm supposed to be doing my freaking english compostion which was supposed to be due yesterday but apparently quite a number of people didn't hand it up so i decided not to hand it up as well but still i'm not doing it. But my mind's bloody blank and i decided to blog.
I THINK MY COMPOSITION SKILLS ALL RUSTY ALREADY ZZZ.
Oh well that's just sad.

School is really hectic.
#1, Now have choir practice every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
#2, PC duty on Monday may clash, depending on the timing.
#3, Tuesday and Thursday, lesson ends at 3.15, so no time to chiong lunch, bopian have to eat during lunch break, so can't stay in class to chiong stuff anymore.
#4, Every day recess, got recess duty, and confirm during morning or recess duty someone must piss me off.
#5, Got alotalotalot of homework. Next week, got three tests. Two tests on Monday, one on Friday.

Yesterday there were these sec 1s who were happily continuously talking when i was telling them nicely and repeatedly to take out their books to read. I got damn worked up, then for the first time in my entire prefect history i looked them in the bloody eye and shouted damn loudly at them. Mikee said she got shocked. ._.

Chinese New Year deco, honestly not going very well. People bought wrong stuff, and the new notice board's retarded. If we staple the stuff on it, then the staple come out. Use thumbtack, also come out. What kind of material they use for the notice board uh. -'-

My class isn't actually that bad after getting to know quite alot of them. And every day during recess, the class will split into three to four groups and start playing cards LOL.
I still miss 2E1'10 alot though.

Sidetrack time.
Okay i really hate music these days. Mostly all the songs that are topping the charts are some fast beat songs or raps or some thrashy shit with literally no meaning at all. What happened to the good old days when songs had some meaning in it.

OKAYSHITBYE MY HOMEWORK STILL NOT DONE YET. AND I WANT TO SLACK TOMORROW.

I can honestly say that right now, I love you even more than before. ♥

rants.

2011-01-12T19:39:00.005+08:00

Finally found time to blog.

Okay so uhm. I literally broke down yesterday.
All the stress from school and home just kind of came together and piled onto me till i couldn't take it anymore. Mentally collapsed inside. I guess i've pretty much recovered from yesterday's breakdown already but still, yeah.
FML.

Yeah. Apparently secondary 3 isn't very easy. Or any fun.
My current class is honestly like some dead empty shell. No joker to fool around, no sick people with sick jokes, no one to liven up the classroom.

I want my sec 2 life back. I want to be back in 2E1'10. I want to continue sitting around my old classmates, fooling around in class, listening to sick jokes, watching teachers getting tormented & suan-ed by us. Each of us, we had our own distinct characters, we all knew each other so well, inside out. I seriously just want 1 more bloody full day of lessons with 2E1'10. Just one more day.

I miss my secondary 2 life, the most awesome year of my life so far.

Yup so nothing much happened today. Did homework in WS library after school with Fionn, Samantha, Peizhen, Benjamin and Zhiyu. Managed to finish my homework in the library. YAY.

I may be MIA-ing from blogger a while. Maybe temporarily closing down my blog to prevent the stupid advents from spamming my tagboard. ._.
I need a break from this hectic life.

'Sometimes, that girl who seems so strong, who never lets what people say bother her, who smiles and laughs with her friends all the time, is really the girl who, deep down, is falling to pieces.'

overseas.

2011-01-07T15:42:00.003+08:00

Going overseas from tonight to Sunday.

Don't contact me thanks.

busyshit.

2011-01-05T23:47:00.004+08:00

SECONDARY 3 LIFE IS REALLY DAMN HARD.

Okay so yeah, i'm super tired now. Just chionged finished my composition draft, but apparently i'm skipping english lesson tomorrow because of choir performance for Sec 1s. Zzz chiong until want die in the end for nothing. ._.

Anyway today in school. Nothing much during curriculum. After school, met up with Xinxuan, then saw Kenny, then went eat lunch at Subway. Then went for choir at 3.45, ended at 4.30. Met up with Brandon then went home.

Oh and Mr Govind's my physics teacher! Yayyy. :D

Pissed off at choir today.
Seriously, if i didn't love music that much, i'll ~~be thinking of quitting~~ quit choir already.
Choir is, well. Just fucked up in everyway. I don't feel committed anymore. All i can see is biasness. Slog so much for what sia. -'-
Why the hell was i even such a guaikia the past two years man.

2011.

2011-01-01T04:03:00.004+08:00

Yup 2011's here.

Okay uhm so, i won't be like those people who would say, 'BYE 2010, YOU'VE BEEN A BITCH SO FUCK YOU'. Really 2010 wasn't a bitch to me at all. Overall, it's been a really good year. Somehow i feel like 2010 gave me a chance to explore new things and experience different stuff, eg. going to places i've never been before with friends, going into BGR for the first time, Jubeating HAHAHA. :D

I feel like i've learnt to loosen up and be myself in front of others. I don't care so much about what others think. I can be hyper when i want to, i can be some goofy asshole and i won't think so much about it like how i used to when i was in primary school. So in short 2010's been pretty much of a wild year. And frgging dramatic too. Conflicts, disagreements, tears, outbursts, overjoy, unexpected stuff, the lowest & highest points of my life all in the same year.

Really. I'm gonna miss 2010. So to 2010, thanks for making it such a great year for me. I love you. Ahahaha.

Okay i'm definitely not going to hope for 2011 to be a better year. Cos as far as i know, 2010 could be one of the best years of my life, and 2011 couldn't possibly be better. Considerably me being in Sec 3, obviously there's gonna be more stress this time, workload multiplied, more fails in tests, more disappointments, moments thinking of giving up, as far as possible even suicide blahblah.

So I honestly expect 2011 to be, uhm. A rather shitty year. Well what am i supposed to expect? OH I'M GOING TO ACE ALL MY TESTS AND GET A A1 FOR A'MATH OH YAYYY! Yeah fuck in my dreams. -'-

So this year, it won't be 2011 watching out for me anymore. It'll be the other way round. Man that sucks right. Like i'm completely unprepared to go into the battlefield.

Hello, sec 3 life. Bye, sec 2.

Okay time for New Year's resolutions again.
#1: STUDY HARD. LIKE REALLY STUDY HARDCORE. (okay this is going to be hard to do.)
#2: CONVINCE MY PARENTS I'M NOT A LITTLE KID ANYMORE!
#3: Buy more clothes. LOLOL.

Yeah can't think of anything else. Nothing much to expect for this year eh.

Put the new year aside for now.

Just now went to Universal Studios with my family to countdown. ^^ Apparently my eldest brother's girlfriend came too LOL. And she's super cute.
Went onto some attractions. The carousel which is suprisingly still fun, then went to some special effects show that'll make you experience being in a... hurricane or something? Then went to Shrek 4D show. AHHAHA SHREK FTW! (Y)

Then after countdown came back home lol. And it's 4.30 now & i'm still awake YAY!

OH AND I THINK I GOT YIJANE TO LIKE JUBEAT HAHAHA. Cos i met up with her on Thursday to do homework, then after that chionged to eastpoint, ate eighteen chefs and went to arcade. Only one Jubeat machine plus not online. Kinda pathetic. But still played a few songs. YAY I GOT B FOR INFINITY EXT ON MY FIRST TRY! ^^

Oh well so got hyper just because of Jubeat. Played three games and money spent alot. But it's alright lol, as long i enjoy myself can liao :D

OKAY SO. I NEED TO SLEEP SOON. What the crap i've never stayed up that late before.
Oh well bye. :D

2011, I'M OKAY IF YOU WANT TO BE A BITCH THIS YEAR. JUST BE IT. ^^

happy birthday david a.! ♥

2010-12-28T21:21:00.006+08:00

AHAHAHA TODAY'S DAVID ARCHULETA'S BIRTHDAY!
SOOO.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY DAVID JAMES ARCHULETA! ♥

Pfft, I only remembered while i was reblogging stuff on tumblr. Suddenly there was this big big post staring at me, 'Happy birthday David James Archuleta!' And i was like, OH SHIT TODAY'S HIS BIRTHDAY? Then went to google to double check LOL.
Some kind of fan i am hahaha.
So yup HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CUTEST IDOL. I LOVE YOU! Hahaha. :D

And Adam lambert's birthday is on 29th January. Same as Peishan's! My favourite idol and best friend has the same birthday, hehehe awesome. ♥

P.S sorry if i sound like an overly-obsessed bimbo LOL.

christmas.

2010-12-25T21:51:00.006+08:00

MERRYMERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! :D

Awesome, my phone inbox got spammed by christmas greetings at 12 midnight. Ohwell, glad to see lots of christmas spirit in people. ^^
Didn't really celebrate Christmas. Just stayed at home, used computer, and as usual, failed to do homework.
I won't give a bloody toot about math. So much to complete.

Have been serving tumblr the past few hours just now. And i reblogged a post which i think is pretty meaningful.

'Take a step back. Fucking look at yourself. You are human. You are beautiful. You are so beautiful. And you can be anything. You can be everything. Do not hate everyone because someone broke your heart, or because your parents split up, or your best friend betrayed you, your father hit you, the kid down the street called you fat, ugly, stupid, worthless. Do not concern yourself with things you cannot control. Cry when you need to, then let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget things that aren’t worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Live for something. Live for yourself. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Fall in love. Fall out of love. Do this over and over until you what it really is to love someone. Question things. Tell people how you really feel. Sleep under the stars. Create. Imagine. Inspire. Share something wonderful. Meet new people. Make someone’s day. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live, dammit. Let go of all of the horrible in your life and fucking live. And one day, when you’re old, look back with no regrets.'

Yeah, so. Live for something, live for yourself. Don't live for others, don't care so much about what others think. In the end, it's your own life. Don't make yourself regret, don't lie on your death bed, wishing for things that you could have done, things you could have changed. In the end, it's your loss. In the end, you find out that you've been living an unfufilled life.

Don't waste your life away. Do things you want to do, things you think you should do. In the end, when you lie on your death bed, cherishing every single moment you spent in your life, your life couldn't be more fufilled. Things that you regret, forgive yourself for it. Forgive yourself for making the wrong decisions. Cos humans make mistakes. Every single one of them. Let them all go. And leave the world in peace.

That post relates damn well with 'Tuesdays with Morrie' by Mitch Albom.

Okayy, sidetrack. I'm addicted to Plain White T's new single. Rhythm Of Love. Frigging awesome and sweet. ♥
And the lead singer said he wrote this song for a girl he once dated and broke up with cos' of the distance the band's tour would create, and later on, he realised he wanted her back. But it didn't work. So wasted for such a awesomely beautiful song. :(

Okay lol, 2011 in 5 days. And school in 9 days.
Shit.

Bought my books already though, good thing haha. I need to chiong my homework. Not planning to do chinese and math.
Geography and history, gonna do soon. English compo, i'm gonna take my time! :D
Okay, i'll seriously cry if my next year english teacher is ng bak hon aaah. Uhm lol sorry i take back my words, heard that she's a really good english teacher. But why so strict. ._.

Bleh okay, my parents had a quarrel just now and they're wandering somewhere outside going their separate ways. Called my mom 2 hours ago, she said gonna come back soon. Until now still not back. Dad also. What the fuck. Stop letting me worry for nothing.
Disfunctional much.

Oh, and I'm in love with my new necklace.
Thanks Brandon. :) ♥

Yeah okay nothing else to say.

'We may only have tonight,
but till the morning sun you're mine, all mine.
Play the music low,
and sway to the rhythm of love.'

OMG THAT SONG IS SO AWESOME, IT KEEPS RUNNING IN MY HEAD. Hahaha.

tiredshit.

2010-12-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

But make the right decisions with your mind.

Okay right now i'm blady tired, so gonna be a quick post i guess.

This morning, woke up at 6am, then reached school around 7.20 for sec 1 registration duty. Sian much, for 2011's batch of sec 1s, there's be only 4 express classes ._.

OH, AND THE BEST PART IS, instead of like naming the class 1E1 or 1E2, now they're changing all of the classes' names, so now they're naming 1E1 as 1-Truth, 1E2 as 1-Compassion etc. WHAT THE HELL?
So what, okay next year i'll be in 3E4. Wtf much, 3-INTEGRITY? And they said they're adjusting this change to every batch. I hopehopehope so much i got the information wrong.
Damn so many changes. :/

So started duty around 8.30, did booksale duty with Anu. Apparently had alot of confusion everywhere, parents going wrong places blahblah not getting queue number. Super messed up. But in the end still went relatively well.
And it's really damn fun ushering i swear. :D Most of the parents were really nice. Got one or two, can just die for all i care. Won't elaborate.
Saw Vanessa Teo from CKPS in HSC. ^^ OMG HAPPINESS! Hope she isn't appealing out. :x

After ushering until like 10.30 or 11, duty finished, was dismissed. Then went jubeat at WS arcade. Shit my hands itching for jubeat now.
Then met Brandon for a while, then went to Ehub see Belle, Priscilla, Eunice & Amanda jubeat. Pris & Amanda damn pro lah okay. :x

Then went to meet the rest at KFC. Went to Sentosa, Siloso beach :D Soaked in sea water for the first time LOL. Freaking salty. And i totally forgot how to swim, damn.
After that, dried up and changed, went to Vivo. Stayed out until 9.30pm, then went to meet my parents lol.

Okay pretty good day. But halfway through started getting super tired, then my mood got abit affected wtf. And right now my eyes are somehow forcing themselves to close ._.
Oh, and i'll be removing my tagboard soon. Screw those unknown people. Either gonna have a blog without any means of communication or maybe setting up formspring.

OH WELL OKAY SORRY, WANNA GO SLEEP. CAN EDIT THIS POST TMR ALSO CAN RIGHT? :X
KAYTHXBAI.

revived!

2010-12-15T20:29:00.008+08:00

You gave me something to dream about for a while.

Okay i think my blog's a bit dead. So i shall take my homework time to revive it.

This monday, met Samantha at 10 in the morning (okay maybe 10.15 cos i was late) at Whitesands, then went to WS arcade to Jubeat. AWESOMENESS. :D
I was spamming Jubeat credits like siao. Think I played 5 games in total omg, & i got full combo for My Love EXT hehehe.

After playing, went to Ehub with samantha to some creepy staircase so i could help her with her singing or something like that? And the awesome Samantha Yeo sang so softly *ahem*.
& we cam-whored like crazy at the staircase. :D

After that, went to meet Emma & Chloe in WS for badminton at 2. Reached WS at around 1.20 so rushed to the arcade again to see whether got anyone Jubeating.
Apparently there was this SUPER PRO guy playing who got full combo for almost every EXT song i knew ._. Then he let me play two games.

I FREAKING FAILED ONLY MY RAILGUN EXT LEVEL 8. RAWR.
I'M GONNA TRAIN HARD FOR THAT SONG MAN GRRR.

Later Benjamin and the guys came to find me at the arcade, then played Daytona and the basketball game. Asked emma & chloe to come look for me at the arcade. :x
After meeting them, went to Kopitiam to eat. Then went for badminton.

Brandon came to meet me at 5. Then went home at 6.30. Hang around condo with him until 7.30, then went home.

Overall, awesome day.
But 3 hours straight of badminton for me isn't good. My whole body's aching like crazy. Even while i'm typing my right arm's hurting zzz.

Yesterday was uneventful. Today as well.

Okay sooooo. A couple of problems now;
#1, My homework's unfinished. 3/4 untouched.
#2, My parents are nagging at me non-stop to complete my homework. D:
#3, I have to complete my homework so that I can go out a few more times in the last two weeks of the holidays.
#4, I can't find determination to finish my homework.
#5, I haven't bought my books yet. OH SHIT.
#6, I'm frigging addicted to Jubeat.
#7, 2010's ending. Meaning, 2011 = Sec 3 = more workload = more stress = breakdown = I'M NOT READY FOR SEC 3 AT ALL.

Aaah. What a nice way to end 2010. :D
I shall try my best to finish history & geography by the end of this week.

Oh, and kevjumba, nigahiga and chestersee are AWESOME. Go check out their youtube channels. Chestersee's piano covers are really good and kevjumba & nigahiga are funny as hell.
But not as awesome as RWJ! :D

Hooked on country music lately. Carrie Underwood, Lady Antebellum, Brad Paisley, Taylor Swift.
Lady Antebellum's Hello World MV is damn touching. The song itself's awesome as well.

OH WELL. Bye peeps. :D

fed-up.

2010-12-10T01:33:00.003+08:00

SCREW FRUSTRATION.

Fuck this shit ttm.

insights.

2010-12-07T19:29:00.007+08:00

& I stand amazed.

This past week, i've been getting shock after shock. Like really unpleasant ones. People who i thought would never smoke actually smoke. And like hardcore smoking. Omg I really can't understand what's happening. I'm not against smokers, i live with one and i'm surrounded by alot of them okay. I just can't stand the action of it. So why are you smoking? Peer pressure? Too stressed and fucked up with life? For fun? I dunno. Okay fine smoke once in a while maybe that's okay. But HARDCORE AND UNDERAGE? C'mon lah you guys want to die early is it. I'm seriously damn surprised after all this. Like i've got really strong willpower or something? Or I'm not just that exposed to it yet? Zzz. I. don't. know. I'm waiting for the day I get exposed so much to smoking i actually become a smoker. I can feel that day coming. I just fucking hope it won't hit me at all.

Fuck yeah really everything around me is getting a bit too screwed up. And really, shuddup if you think i'm being nosey. _|_

Today wasn't a good day, no particular reason. Woke up late again, weather a bit suckish. Zzz the holidays really change my sleeping pattern ALOT. & plus now even my weather preference is changing. Last time I used to like rainy days and loads of wind, now i think i'm preferring the sun.

Actually I kind of like this Dec holiday. Apparently for some reason i convinced my parents into letting me go out more, more as in maybe once a week but better than last time, once the whole holiday LOL. Yup so i've learned: Use homework as a bet. It works :D

OH AND I WENT JUBEAT YESTERDAY HEHE. Went out for dinner at changi airport with my family and there was zone-X at T3, so yeah begged my parents and tadah I got to play 2 games. But the machine wasn't online zzz. Played My Love EXT and got S. Gonna try Haru haru EXT Level 8 next yay.

MY HOMEWORK. SHITTT. Oh well won't elaborate cos' you guys know what i mean.
Kaythanksbye parents coming home soon.

P.S. Okay I'm thinking of removing my tagboard. Used to be spammers as a problem now what, advertisements ._. Maybe I'll set up Formspring.

zombifieddd.

2010-12-02T16:26:00.005+08:00

I FEEL SO ZOMBIFIED.

Woke up at around 12 today, cos' my pillow literally just felt more comfortable than ever. :D Oh well so now I'm rotting in front of the computer again. I don't know how to continue my homework after I completed my english comprehension and summary AND vocab. Zzz I think I was possessed the day I finished those.

Anyway, this Tuesday was the last choir practice. So no more excuse to get out of the house, NOOOOOO. :( Choir practice was pretty much awesome again. Mostly slacked instead of doing canon warm-ups before Ms Khor arrived.
Basically practised Diu Diu Deng with Ms Khor the whole session. Quite an awesome piece, cos' when S&A&T combine together sounds nice. :D & Sops just have to repeat the same section of notes three times throughout the whole song except the first one is in a lower octave.
So Ave Verum Corpus & Diu Diu Deng is more or less completed ^^ Left the set piece.

Ohh yay the heavy rain fogged up the windows~! I'm gonna write all over it now hehehe.

Oh yeah, if you have a tumblr account, PLEASEEEEEEE FOLLOW MY TUMBLR CAN? I'M DESPO FOR FOLLOWERS AND I DUNNO WHY haha. Just follow me thanks. ^^

Life is really boring like shit.
Going out tomorrow with Christina & some other people to watch Harry Butthole (:D) Potter at TM. Seriously I only watched Harry Potter and the Secret Chambers and now I'm going to watch the Finale Part 1. ._. Like hell I thought that Voldemort was Harry Potter's professor or something until someone told me Voldemort was the one who actually killed Harry's parents lol. And the name Voldemort gives me the impression that he's a fat bushy-bearded guy instead of a bald pale blue-skinned guy without a nose.
Maybe I'll fall asleep during the movie.

Yup okay I think I'm done with my update. Gonna change my tumblr skin now.
Seeyapeeps. :D
~~I have a bad feeling we're gonna fall apart.~~

vivo! ♥

2010-11-23T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hell yeah did I try something new yesterday.

Okayy, so I went out yesterday, for Amanda's birthday celebration. YAY! Homework really has its advantages. Cos' I made a deal with my parents, if I could finish all my english homework except for my compostion, they had to let me go out on Monday and Friday. Yup so I finished compre, summary and vocab in two hours. HAPPINESS. :D

Anyways, met Christina & Weitiong at 12.45? Then waited for Brandon, Joanne & Zhengwei to come. THEN waited for Amanda. Birthday girl came 20 minutes late cos' she was Jubeating LOL. (Y) Oh and Amanda brought some Jubeat guy friend along.

After that took MRT from Tampines to (?) Wanted to go to Marina Barrage, but apparently we got lost/stuck? :/ While trying to find MB walked through the IR haha. In the end gave up finding MB, so went to Vivo. And by that time already 4 luh lol. Wasted 2-3 hours walking aimlessly around.

Reached Vivo at around 4.30 or 5? Ate at some food court. Fricking hell Penang Laksa sucks. -_- Then went to that water place at Vivo. :D
HAD LOADS OF FUN HEHE. :D
Stayed there until 7, then took MRT back home. I dropped at Bedok to have dinner with Brandon, Joanne & Christina. ^^
Then went home. I ALMOST GOT LOST AT 9 IN THE NIGHT WTFZXC. :/

And typically, got scolded when I reached home. 9.30 LOL! I rock. :D
But I lost my pendant while in Vivo zzz. And my phone is bloody spoiled.

Byezxc in a rush. Going out of house soon to buy new phone. ^^

zzzxc.

2010-11-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps. :D Just got back from badminton at Pasir Ris CC about 1 hour ago.
Yay my serve is getting better, but I used my wrist too much so it hurts. :(

Ohh and I just created a tumblr account yesterday! If you have tumblr please follow me uh ^^. Click here to see it thanks! Or just simply go to my blog profile section and click the tumblr button. :D
Tsk the html coding in tumblr very complicating. I'll just stick to editing blogger skins first luh.

ANDAND I CAME ACROSS A REALLY AWESOME SITE YESTERDAY. OMEGLE.COM.
LOLOL alot of people should have heard about it, sorry I'm slow. Yeah anyway it's something like MSN but the server connects you to a random stranger from anywhere in this world. SO FRICKING FUN HEHE.
Blame myself for being so bored that I managed to find this site. :D

Having choir at 1 tomorrow. And Ms Khor is coming I think ._. Zzz.

Oh yeah, PEOPLE I'M GOING OVERSEAS FROM WEDNESDAY TO FRIDAY. SO IF YOU SMS OR CALL ME I WON'T RESPOND UH. THANKS. ^^

My parents won't allow me to go out anymore if I don't finish some of my homework. Oh well guess I'll try doing English tomorrow.
Life's a bitch.
Buhbye people. ^^

dedicated to samantha yeo! ♥

2010-11-12T13:50:00.001+08:00

TO MY DEAR SPWASTIC WHO REQUESTED A LETTER FROM ME;

Hello swpastic! I shall be very kind and write you another dedication since you asked me to. ^^

You still remember when we were sec 1, we mostly communicated in class by passing notes? I actually still have the notebook where we wrote all our crap stuff inside haha :D And there was Poom & his family, remember remember? :D
And the times when we tortured Stanley like hell by toppling his pencil case and pushing his table over, and all the things underneath his table fell onto the floor lol. And all the water fights in our area, making Stanley's pants wet by squirting water all over him. So funnn. :D
And we still can bully him next year leh! Since I'm taking e3 subject combination and I'll be in some of your classes. :D
Lol poor Stanley. :x
Plus the few times when we went crazy over David Archuleta, in the bus to and fro Chinatown! See lah I influenced you so much! Because of me David has one more fan. HAHA. :D
Yeah the time that Cherol did something to me in the canteen omg. Embarrassing ttm sia. :< Next time I'll sew on more hooks! :D

Anyway, thank you for loads and loads of things!
For influencing me to becoming more sociable, for sharing our love for David, for lecturing me at gate, for being my partner in our quest to torment Stanley, for cam-whoring in the bus when we were going back to school from Chinatown, for playing hand games in the bowling alley on the last day of school with Fionn, for helping me hook my bra (LOL), for letting me be your punching bag sometimes when you needed to scold some people, for texting me and making my sms exceed badly, and last but not least, for being my one and only spwastic! Yay. :D

ILOVEYOU MY DEAR SPWASTIC! :>

With love,
Honghui. ♥

P.S, sorry it took so long! :x

good day.

2010-11-08T22:07:00.008+08:00

I'm in an awesome mood!

Today at 9.30, went to school to hand up my appeal form. Met Fionn, Dlyal & Peizhen. SHIT I FORGOT TODAY PEIZHEN'S BIRTHDAY AND I DIDN'T WISH HER IN SCHOOL. Sorry Peizhen! :x Oh well lately I got alot of STM, what to do.

After hand up appeal form, stayed in school for a while to talk to people and check other people's classes. :D Then went out of school to meet Brandon & walked to Ehub, wanted to watch Megamind. Bowled w/ him while waiting for the theatre to open. :D
I think my NYAA money for bowling all go to waste lah zzz.

After buying tickets, went to eat at Macs. Met Mikee, Anne, Jiaqi & Chunhou there. Then went to watch Megamind :D
Oh & the movie is fricking awesome! A bit childish but still veryvery nice. ^^

Then went to Pasir Ris CC to play badminton. (Y) Played a bit with Brandon then he left for gym.
After that Benjamin trained me to run for the shuttlecock LOL. Thanks Ben. :D
Went home with Chloe at 6.10 or something like that.

Yup awesome day. :D
Sorry for the rushed post. Buhbye. :D

fml.

2010-11-05T11:40:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was screwed up ttm.

Went to school to see which class I got into. Got E4. Damn disappointed. So cried.
After that learnt that a few people who got around twice my level position managed to get into classes like E2 & E3. Got really damn worked up and cried even more.
Fucking unfairness ttm. _|_

Things that happened after that was okay. The only highlight of the day was when I hung out with the class in Mcdonalds and I played hand games with Nasrum, Samantha & Chloe outside Cathay on the floor. & Jubeat of course.
After Jubeat, went to change back into my uniform cos' I change into home clothes before that to go arcade. Then went back to school for choir.
Finished, went to Mcdonalds again with Anne to eat. Was damn hungry.

Went home after that, ended the day with red eyes and blocked nose. Was pissed off so slept early.

Haiz. Not a good day at all.

awesome!

2010-11-03T20:48:00.004+08:00

I'm in a good mood today. ^^

Today's Dlyal's birthday, and her awesome mom wanted to give a surprise, so she requested the girls from our class to go to their house to celebrate her birthday with her. :D
So wanted to meet Chloe earlier at Whitesands to grab some ice-cream before we met with the other girls, but in the end she didn't want ice-cream and I bought a double chocolate mcfrappe.
After that, went to Popular and thought of getting Dlyal a card or something, so bought a purple paper and started writing. SO FRICKING FAIL OMG. But what can I do with just a blue pen? :<
Then all of us went to meet Dlyal's mom outside Whitesands, and she drove all of us back to their house. Dlyal was out with her cousins so yup. :D
And when she came home, we were all like, SURPRISE! and she went into a state of shock HAHA.

And after that, THE FOOD LOL. Christina said she smelled pizza and there really was pizza omg. Had an awesome lunch with awesome people. :D
After that, camped in Dlyal's room for a while, played the number game and crapped around. Sheri, Chloe & I left around 4.45 to go play badminton with Benjamin and the guys at Pasir Ris CC for a while.

Reached Pasir Ris CC, played for around 1 hour? Then took bus home with Chloe.
Shit lah I kept blocking Sheri then she couldn't hit the shuttlecock. ;x Think next time I try standing at the back.
OH YAYYY I LEARNT HOW TO SERVE PROPERLY! WHEEE. The other time I said I knew how to serve with strength already, okay I just realised today that was total crap.

Anyway; FIONN CUT HER HAIR!
Omg, yesterday when I went to school for choir, the EAs were at the foyer. So I saw Coey from afar and waved at her, & then I noticed that the girl beside her was waving at me. I was thinking like, who's that? and I just waved back at her. THAT WAS FIONN OMG.
Couldn't recognise Fionn with her new haircut! I feel so paiseh. :x SORRY FIONN!

Btw yesterday's Choir was great, song was great with the solfege. (Y)
TO ALL CHOIR MEMBERS, CAN YOU GUYS LIKE TRY TO COME FOR EVERY PRACTICE FROM NOW ONWARDS? THERE'S THE SYF NEXT YEAR 'KAY. THANKS. :D

So tomorrow, going to collect results at 10, meeting Chloe outside school first bah. Then, JUBEAT! I think. :x At 2.30, choir. Yay. :D

Buhbye. ^^

Aahhhh.

2010-10-31T01:25:00.004+08:00

I shall not upload any pictures for this post cos' I'm using ITouch lol. :/

WTFZXC TODAY WAS A BLADY BORING DAY, PEKCEK TTM.
Sit in front of the computer and rot non-stop. Now getting damn sick of Facebook like seriously. ._.
And best part is I think I gained a few kg today lol. Had an all meat plus rice lunch and dinner today, cos' parents went out and came back late. So yeah have to eat same food for lunch & dinner. :x
Okay I actually have no idea what I'm rambling about zzz.

I think my brain got a bit cocked up today. I found myself literally just staring blankly into the computer screen more than five times wtf.

Okay so I just learned that my cousin's ROM wedding dinner was going to be on the day of 2E1'10 class outing :///.
What the hell lah honestly.

So basically I'm just typing this post out of half boredom and half cocked-up brain syndrome. Yup. ^^
Haiz life is boring me out.

Yesterday I stayed up until 2 or so, and it's 1.42 now. Hmm maybe I can try breaking my record. :D

Kaybai. Hope you enjoyed reading my brainless post, cos' it just made you brainless too. ^^
OKAY WHAT THE SHIT AM I TALKING ABOUT.

2e1'10!

2010-10-30T01:19:00.008+08:00

KAY HI PEOPLE I JUST CAME BACK HOME. :D Yup so I just uploaded all the photos I took yesterday.
I took half an hour to tag everyone ugh.

So I said I'll do dedications to some people in 2E1'10.
Here it is. ^^

ANG XINXUAN!
HI MY CHOIR BUDDY! ♥ I'll really miss the times when after school we go to Ehub and have lunch, then there was once we went for bowling. The fun we had haha. :D I'm really going to miss you! Especially since you're obviously going to E1, SMARTYPANTS. But I'll still see you in choir uh? :>

CHLOE PEH XUEYI!
HELLO DARLING! ♥ Hahaha, I know that we only got really close to each other the start of the year, and I reallyreally enjoyed the times we had together. The time when we were singing the 'there was a stream' song on the bus like complete retards, and the times when I always went home with you on bus 12. Even though we had a really big disagreement a few months ago, and even though I don't take the same bus as you home everyday nowadays, I still want to thank you for being my bestie :> I LOVE YOU! ♥

CHRISTINA CHUTHONG!
HI PLUMP SISTER! ♥ Yeah I remember last year when we didn't like each other at all, but this year it's kind of a different story. I really am sorry for all the nasty things I did and said about you last year, hope you can forgive me. :< You can cotinue pinching my cheeks I don't mind lol, but just try not to touch my boob or poke me, I'm very sensitive. ;x So hope to see you in the same class! :D

DLYAL HARRIS!
HEY DLYAL! ♥ Well we went through alot of stuff together this year uh? :> I hope you really like 2E1'10, cos' as far as I know, it's an AWESOME class. :D Thanks for coming to me when you were down, and making me your comforter. I was really glad I could help you :> So yeah, you're two positions ahead of me in class. Guess you'll be in E2? :) Good luck for everything else that lies ahead for you! :D

EMMA SEEK CHUYING!
EMMAAA! ♥ Know what, you're just an awesomeee friend! Everytime I had problems, you would give me awesome advice, and that made me feel so much better. :) Sometimes, it was you who pulled me through troubles I couldn't quite handle on myself. THANK YOU SO MUCH EMMA! I LOVE YOU! :D P.S, be a counsellor. :D

ALECIA LIM SHIMIN!
HELLO CRAZYWOMAN! ♥ I forgot whether you're #1 or #2, but nevermind, remember our Crazywoman company? :D You're an awesome friend to be with, always hyping out and lending me your IPhone. :> HAHAHA SORRY ABOUT YOUR IPHONE! I'M CRAZY OVER TAPTAP. (Y) Oh well anyway, thanks loads for everything! I'll definitely not transfer school or break up with him, as what you requested. :)

FIONN LUI HUIMIN!
FIONNN! ♥ Hahaha, I want to thank you for being such a hyper friend to be with, always cheering me up with your cute facial expressions and actions. I remember yesterday when we were playing so many hand games; Concentration, Hai Dai, Electicity, the Number Game! I'm gonna miss those memories so much!

SAMANTHA YEO LEJIA!
HELLO MY DARLING SPWASTIC AKA DAVID ARCHULETA! ♥ Hmm, David is OURS. Hahaha I don't think you want Adam though so nevermind :> Thanks so much for the fun times we had! In class after exam goofing around, in the bus from Chinatown to school when I first found out you stole my idol (Y), in prefects when you were always there at the gate to scold me for coming late, and when sms-ing, you make me exceed leh. :< Hahaha, thanks loads spwastic! Hope to see you in E3! ILOVEYOU! ♥ :>

SEAH PEIZHEN!
HARWLOH PEEZACK! ♥ Thanks loads for the times in prefects, and in PC duty, when you though me how to compile and blahblah. And thanks for the time I was damn upset after the English exam and you cheered me up by snatching my specs away. Thanks uh! (sarcasm) :D Hahaha, I'll remember the times we made fun of Hairy in PC. THANK YOU! :D

SHERILYN WONG JO-YIN!
HELLO SHERI! ♥ Haha, thanks alot for the times when I crapped with you during class, writing on foolscap and passing to each other even though we were right beside each other. And the torture we went through, with Frederick's sick jokes and Stanley's idiotic actions. ;x Also the times I ranted my complaints to you, and you didn't seem to mind at all. :) It's been really awesome knowing you! ILOVEYOU ♥ :D

LOW KAIKANG!
HELLO! Thanks for being my best friend and a really awesome choir buddy. I remember last year, you were sitting diagonally in front of me, and then you changed to the seat in front of that seat, then you changed place with Nas to be sitting infront of me now lol. So you became Nasrum's subsitute for being kicked in the chair. :D Uhm. Even though we're not very close anymore, I want to thank you for everything, choir and in class.
And you're an awesome chairman haha.

BENJAMIN LOO XUANKAI!
YOH STUPID GHEY CHEESE WATERCREST! HAHAHA. You still can't remember my full name! Idiot. Thanks lots for the times you helped me out when I had problems, and in the end you were kinda affected, really sorry for that :x Also for all the advice you gave me, even though I hardly heeded it. :D THANKS FOR INTRODUCING RWJ TO ME, HE ROCKS. AND I BECAME MORE GUAILAN BECAUSE OF HIM LOL. Well, thanks alot for being a great support and an awesome friend!

NASRUM BIN SERON!
WOOF MEOW OINK! BOOOO TEAM NAS. Hahaha, THANKS FOR BEING A 6 YEAR FRIEND! I know we won't be in the same class next year, haiz. :/ So no more 8 year streak lah. Who ask you suddenly become so smart, chiong all the way up. Leave me and Jon alone sia. HOW CAN! Hahaha, thanks for being such a joker these two years, even though I really found you damn irritating when we were Primary 4! 6YEAROLD, ROCK ON! :D

ALSO, THE REST OF 2E1'10, YOU GUYS I WILL REMEMBER, COS' WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOU MADE AN IMPACT IN MY LIFE. :>

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JOAN.
SHARMAINE.
EMILY.
MELISSA.
MAGDALENE.
KIMBERLY.
AUDI.
ZHENYUAN.
GUOYAO.
JUNHONG.
KAIJUN.
DANRY.
JIANWEN.
GERALD.
JONATHAN.
VOONKIT.
JIAWEI.
ZHIYU.
MILTON.
SEAN GOH.
SHAWN TEO.
STANLEY.
FREDERICK.
HUAFONG.
LUCAS.
FELIX.
JUNXUAN.
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Yay okay done.
Will miss 2E1'10. Haiz. :/

sorryy.

2010-10-29T15:27:00.007+08:00

I'LL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS FROM LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ON FACEBOOK TOMORROW PEOPLE, SORRYYY.

I was thinking of typing out the dedications for individual people in 2E1'10 on my blog but I need to go out soon. Zzz. I'll edit this post later when I get back home at night then.
Yesterday was magical, the way you held my hands, the way you kissed me. Know what, I miss you already.

zzz.

2010-10-27T09:20:00.004+08:00

I wanted to blog yesterday but forgot wtf.
So I shall do it now. :D

Monday

Yep so Monday was the Sec 2s Sports day. I dunno why I was placed in floorball cos' I thought I was put in Cap/net ball, so yeah I panicked, cos' I can't play floorball for nuts. :/

Played for the first game of floorball with 2E2, 1/4 of the match then realised I couldn't play at all so sub-ed out YAY. Samantha took over me.

I HATE FLOORBALL. ^^

After that slacked in the canteen, then Chloe said she switched places with me so she could play floorball and I could play Cap/net. :D So yup I managed to play the second match of Cap/net against 2E3.
AND 2E1 WON HAHAHA. :D

After the entire sports day finished, had to go to the band room to get our option forms. I'm still not decided with my choices until now lol. ._.
After school ended, had PC duty. Shiting, Jocelyn, Anu and I was complaining about being a prefect LOL.

Yup so that's pretty much what happened in school on Monday.

Tuesday

We had to go to the SDC to attend the principal talk or something?
OMGZXC THIS NEW PRINCIPAL IS JUST SO BLOODY AWESOME! They're going to repaint the whole school, knock down the gym walls and put up glass, install digital clocks in classrooms and one extra big one in the parade square all at the same timing, change the canteen vendors and the furniture, etcetc.
AWESOME TTM! :D

'Kay, after principal talk, recess? Then went to the band room for the talk for Project I.
I can seriously consider taking up Project I if we're able to regroup. If not, forget it. :/

Had choir after school.
Ms Khor re-auditioned us again. Lol I think she's gonna audition again next year ._.
Got into Soprano.
Okay. YAY FINALLY WE HAVE A SACRED MUSIC PIECE!
So one of our SYF choices is Ave Verum Corpus, written by Mozart. (Y) Uber great music piece. When all the three parts sing together IT'S DAMN NICE.
Really happy that the SYF committee set the new rule of choosing pieces written before 1940 haha. :D

After choir ended, waited for NPCC to finish, then went to Ehub.
Reached home uber late, around 7.30? :/

Today.
Woke up at 8.20, and my mom went to school to get my report book. Wtfuckzxc I think she went there more to embarrass herself. ._.

The end.

boredboredbored.

2010-10-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

Zzz. I'm literally rotting at home.

Okay we're gonna get our option forms tomorrow. Haiz I think I have to take POA next year. Screw Maths wtfzxc, now I can't go into E3. Basket.
I'm reallyreally positive I can't get into JC without stupid A-maths.
Ahhhh. :<

I shall sidetrack.

So I made a deal with my brother before the EOYs that if I manage to get 4As or more, he would give me his Itouch. And I got 5 borderline As.
And now I got his old Itouch WHEE. :D It's as laggy as hell but what's there to complain, its 2 years old.

OH ANDAND I DOWNLOADED DAVID ARCHULETA'S NEW ALBUM, AND IT'S FRICKING AWESOME HAHAHA. ♥ Much better than his first album.

The awesome album cover. :D
All the songs in the album are really positive, and they make me happy lol. ^^
AWESOME TTM HAHA. ♥

Okay I think I'm going to practise a few things during the holidays;
Badminton,
Jubeat,
Math/POA,
Taptap(?).

Badminton & Jubeat not so much, can't go out that often. So main priority is math! & POA.
I always tell myself every holiday I'll practise math but in the end I don't. Lol too much of a procrastinator.

And my computer is pissing me off very badly. Laglaglag non-stop. Feel like smashing it. ._.

Kay bye, sorry for the nonsensical & uninspired update. :D

pee or applejuice?

2010-10-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

LOL I like the pic above. :D

Okay yesterday's Learning Journey, went to Chinatown.
The guide was bloody screwed up. Halfway talking then start singing, what Ricky Martin song, then some National Day songs. Wtf patriotic ttm?
Just too weird but really funny. :D
Took a couple of photos, will post them soon if possible. :x

Today was okay.
Sec 2 prefects had to entertain the Sec 1s and blahblah. Too lazy to elaborate.
After school, went to Cheekiat's house to slack with Amanda, Leon & Anne.
Brandon had gym.
WAHLAO LEON & ANNE MAKE ME DAMNNN JEALOUS. I GOT GOOSEBUMPS LOL.

Kaythanksbye.

feel so screwed up.

2010-10-20T09:52:00.009+08:00

I think I'm just going to blog every single day, since I'm always barred at home.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't a prefect.

Just yesterday I got caught for folding my skirt. I don't get it, there were other prefects who folded their skirt till it was shorter than mine, and Mikee & I were the ones who got caught. I'm totally aware that we aren't allowed to fold our skirts. But I fold my skirt cos' it's damn loose when unfolded. And another reason is of course to make it shorter, cos' it's really long. It's not like the teacher is going to listen to all this reasons or whatever the teachers call it. I just feel so unjustified.

Yeah, like what Mdm Tan said yesterday, prefects aren't supposed to be bloody nerds who wear their attire like, I dunno, just nerdily. You want us to walk along the aisles between classes asking them to put on their nametag blahblah looking like some retard? That's your definition of prefects, dorks who abide to every school rule to the extreme?

The world is changing. So are students. Teachers, just accept that fact.
I sound harsh but sorry that's my honest opinion.

Another reason why I hate being a prefect now.
Most of the prefects doing patrol duties never get recognised. Cos' it happens that one moment you're not doing your duty, like engaging in some small talk with another prefect along the aisle, and the teacher turns around and sees you, and thinks 'Oh, she's not doing her duty.' And times when you actually do your job, sometimes you just aren't seen doing it.

Isn't it true?

I just don't feel committed to prefects lately.
I know I'll gain back that commitment I had a month or so ago soon, but for now, it's not there.

I really wish I can be just a normal student without any leadership role or whatsoever.

---

That was school.
At home, I don't even feel like talking about it. I'm just tempted to run away from home.
Suicide was hardly ever an option, but soon maybe it will.

From tomorrow onwards, I'm just going to hang out after school and reach home just as my curfew ends. Even if I get scolded I still followed their rule, not my problem.

---

Plans for the holidays.

If possible I'll try to get myself out of this house once a week or something to play badminton at Simei CC.
Rotting in front of the computer and staying at home is a daily routine for me.
Guess that's all.

Should I set my blog on private? :/

I'm afraid of losing you. Cos' if I do,
my life would be entirely meaningless.
I would like to think there are people out there caring for me but it's hard to.

[edit] 4.02 PM.
I'm bored so posting a few random photos. :D

12/10 birthday celebration photos. ^^
Last photo of Adam Lambert's album is totally random. Took the picture at Popular lol. :x I WANT ADAM LAMBERT'S ALBUM! But it's uber expensive. $20.95. :<

[/edit]

badminton!

2010-10-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

Okay I'm damn tired from 3 hours straight of badminton and 1 hour of PE. :x

Today was a relatively good day, met up with Peishan, Yijane & Farah to eat at Eighteen Chefs.
Went to Peishan's house after that, and grabbed her badminton rackets then went to the rooftop carpark at block 108 to play. :D
Yijane & Farah are getting damnnn horny man.

Reached home at 7.20 after that. Damn late lol. :/
My right hand's shaking badly from badminton and my legs hurttt damn bad ahhh.
OH YES AHH I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SERVE THE STUPID SHUTTLECOCK WITH STRENGTH OKAY. :D :D :D

Haiz I dunno what's wrong with my parents.
I DON'T HAVE ANY FREEDOM AT ALL CAN. ZZZ. AFTER EXAMS STILL GOT THE SAME CURFEW BLAHBLAH, HARDLY EVEN ALLOW ME GO OUT AT ALL.
Wahlao. What the hell did I do, not like I mix with whatever bad company that kind of thing right.
Pissed off when I see other people going out as and when they like. Rawrrr.
:/

Damndamndamn stuck for choice of next year's class. I seem not to be eligible for almost anything I want. :<
STUPID ACADEMICS.

OH GOT 2E1'10 FAREWELL PARTY RIGHT?
CAN HAVE CHALET? :D

screwed up.

2010-10-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

Domokun's out of toilet paper.

Okay changed my blogskin & music. :D
Like FINALLYYY.

My EOY is like damn shitty.

English
Paper 1: -
Paper 2: 30/50
Paper 3: 88/100
TOTAL: -

Chinese
Paper 1: 35/70
Paper 2: 36/70
TOTAL: 51%.

Math
Paper 1: 19/40
Paper 2: 35/60
TOTAL: 53%.

DNT
TOTAL: 26/40 = 65%.

Science
Biology: 25/40
Physics: 29/40
Chemistry: 30.5/40
TOTAL: 70%.

Geography
TOTAL: 57/80 = 71%.

Literature
TOTAL: 44.5/60 = 74%.

History
TOTAL: 40/50 = 80%.

Veryveryvery screwed up.
Bye E3. :/
I think I need to go to pure humans class, A math definitely not an option for me. ._.

Screw EOYs. Screw mid-year more. :x

Kaybye. Nothing else to post.

[edit]
Scroll all the way down for the music player please. :D
[/edit]

12.10.2010.

2010-10-13T22:18:00.005+08:00

Help.

Thanks for the party yesterday Dlyal. :D
The cake was superrr. :D I LOVE THE PEACH HIDDEN IN THE CAKE LOL.
Waterbomb was relatively fun. But security guard kind of spoiled it. And my feet freaking hurt from running on rough stone paths barefoot. :/

I'M ADDICTED TO TAPTAP REVENGE & BEJEWELED BLITZ. :D :D
Itouchs and iphones keep me so damn occupied lol.
Oh and why does Morgan Page (or whatever his name is) have such a girly voice? Even girlier than Justin Bieber's.

Okay I'm going to change my blogskin and url soon.
WE'RE GOING TO GET BACK OUR PAPERS TOMORROW, ARGH I DON'T WANT THEM. SURELY DAMN PHAIL CAN.

Stupid EOYs, we still have to suffer after it. What's the difference. ._.

MY HANDS ARE ITCHY FOR JUBEAT, and my hands are itchy for packing all my stuff and running away from home. Maybe I should just camp on the streets next time.

I think tomorrow's gonna be a bad day.
Wish me luck.

:D :D :D

2010-10-11T22:21:00.006+08:00

Capture the wishing stars.

Happy birthday to me! Lol bhb.

TODAY WAS THE SUPER AWESOMEST BIRTHDAY EVER.
Maybe even my best day of 2010. :DDD

The cake was the biggest surprise of the day hahaha. :D
I LOVELOVELOVE TODAY. I never want to forget it. :>
Super hyped up lol.

Will edit this post tmr.
Toodles. :D
P.S. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY BY JUST WISHING ME AND MORE! :D

[edit] 13.10.2010.
Okay I really need to blog. :x
11.10.10 was completely awesome, needless to say :D

The awesome cake. ♥

Really enjoyed myself loads. :>
11.10.2010 ♥
Never going to forget it :))).
[/edit]

pekcek.

2010-10-10T10:58:00.003+08:00

The poor blue M&N.

Shit I think I have flu. Have been sneezing like mad from yesterday and I've got a runny nose too. ._.
I dunno, I feel like a part of me has been missing lately. And I don't like that feeling at all.

Oh and I can't stand older brothers who act like little ones.
Like my brother. He stole my ice-cream. -_-
That was totally random. :D

'kay, exactly 12 hours and 50 minutes more to tomorrow.
Last year I wasn't looking forward to it, but this year I am. ^^

CRAPPY RUNNY NOSE, AM I GOING TO GET SICK ON MY BIRTHDAY AGAIN. :<

Short post, sayonara.

BACK FROM HIATUS :D

2010-10-09T11:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE, I'M BACK FROM MY MIA-ING.
Actually EOYs ending next Tuesday but I don't really care lah. :x
OMGZXC I miss my blog.

'Kay EOYs suck.
I freaking screwed my English Paper 1 up. Damn great. My mind was completely blank when I was choosing the compo question. ._.
Hope Paper 2 can pull me up. Haiz. :<

I don't know what else to write, zzz. Oh, WHEN IS ADAM LAMBERT'S NEW ALBUM COMING. D:

I'm thinking of switching my blog to tumblr. Or should I have a blogspot account and another tumblr lol. :/

OKAY will change my blogskin and music soon. Too lazy to do it now. :D

Btw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUNXUAN, JUNHONG, QIUXIN, SHERILYN & DANRY!
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FIONN! :D
And mine's next haha. ^^

[edit]
I forgot the September babies. :x HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KAIKANG, JONATHAN & XINXUAN! :D
[/edit]

fmldb.

2010-08-26T17:01:00.003+08:00

I'm going to keep reading this until it gets into my head.

'kay, I've removed my music widget until I manage to find some time to change the songs.
Leaving this blog inactive until I get more motivation.
I think, almost everything in my life's losing its meaning.
I hate this so bad.

Is it all worth it?
I'm afraid. I'm really afraid it isn't.

HAPPY BDAY S'PORE.

2010-08-09T08:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Today's NDP gonna rock man. :D
WATCH OUT FOR THE ONE VOICE SHOW CHOIR!
Boomzxc. I'm so hyper. :DDD

Anyways, David Archuleta's new MV just came out 3-4 days ago. :D

TOTALLY AWESOME MV. :D

Oh crappp I still haven't studied for the common tests.
BUT NO PAPER 1 FOR CHINESE! Yay. :D
Okay byezxc peeps, need to meet at 9.45 in school later on.

P.S, This is a hyped up post I typed out in the midst of hyperness.
Wheee. :D

NDP lcd! :D

2010-07-25T21:30:00.004+08:00

Oh my gosh I'm so freaking proud of this year's NDP human LCD. :D
Okay I know I'm supposed to be on MIA mode, but I had to post this lol.
NDP ONE VOICE SHOW CHOIR 2010 ROCKS!

Mwahahaha.
Ohh and I just finished my Art. It looks crappy but nevermind. At least it's completed. :D

MIA.

2010-07-25T00:57:00.005+08:00

Ooohh look, coloursss. :D
Anyway HELLO PEOPLE!
Okay from today onwards, my blog's gonna be on MIA mode.
Really no more motivation to blog anymore, plus common tests coming soon.
So in the meantime, I'm waiting for something exciting to happen.
Hmm sounds so sadistic. :D

But just before I go away, filling in updates:

#1: IPW is over. FINALLYFINALLY!

#2: Sadly, Art's taking over IPW and is now freaking screwing up my life.

#3: Choir's going to eat up ALOTTT of my time. NDP and YOG, plus what performance for overseas exchange students. Wahh can't stand. :<

#4: I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN. Wheee like finally. :D

#5: My Chinese is a freaking hopeless case. I feel damn sad can. Try to understand and I can't even read those dumb simple words. Argharghargh.

#6: Because my Chinese's freaking hopeless, I think I gonna flunk Chinese this year. Someone can tutor me? Please? I want die liao can. >:

#7: I've got damn badly sunburnt lately.

#8: Homework sucks. School sucks. The pain in my right arm sucks.

#9: A few of my choir juniors are F_ _ _ING rude, and I can't stand them anymore. Wtfzxc, I'm not YOUR freaking junior. YOU are MY junior. So ACT LIKE ONE. Like seriously.

#10: MY DAD IS OMGZXC BLOODY AWESOME!

Yeahhh I think that's all I can think of so far.
So in the meantime, SAYONARA PEOPLE.
See you in about 1 month. :D

A few last words.
I love you so much,
I don't want to let go.
I, love, you. ♥

:(

2010-07-09T18:54:00.005+08:00

I'M BACK FROM MY SUPER LONG HIATUS FROM BLOGGER.
Hellooo peeps. :)

Okayyy. I'll try to summarise everything.
Tuesday was a screwed day, cos' I forgot to bring all my files, so got told off by Mr Govind and my DNT teacher. Is that screwed or not? ._.
Wednesday, even more screwed day. Slept at 1.30 a.m. because of IPW wtf.
I bloody hate IPW for stressing me out and eating up into my sleeping time. Aaahh. :(
Yesterday, OH YAY FINALLY A GOOD DAY!
Actually it was a good day until someone ruined it. So yepp. Not so good after all.

Today.
Another screwed day! Tadah.
Hymn singing was actually okay though.
Jocelyn & Peizhen say Mr Govind SUPER angry at me for not finding replacement for PC duty.
Crap I honestly didn't know need one. .___.
YAY I'M ON MR GOVIND'S BAD BOOKS NOW. I SUCK DAMN BAD CAN. :(
Ohh yes screw IPW. :DDD

I need someone to cheer me up. :(
Byezxc short update.
I love you. :)

boomz!

2010-06-28T18:27:00.004+08:00

Yup my blog's dead, so I'm back here.
HELLO PEEPS.

Prefects' camp rocked!
My group named ourselves Epic HAHAHA. :D

Whee, my epic group!
Lol I'm so proud of my group, we took 5 seconds to entangle our hands. :D
Best part of the camp was the watermelon spa, cos' I had to practically stuff my whole face into the watermelon which is DAMN funny. :D
And the camp t-shirt is super nice haha. :D

Okay, today.
I COULD HARDLY GET OUT OF BED CAN!
Aahh, I think I was yawning every 5 minutes during lessons wtfzxc.
First period PE, new teacher, seems to be damn temperamental.
He blew up because we took SUPER long to form our lines.
And then when we wanted to thank him at the end of period he said our thanks weren't worthwhile or something like that. LIKE SERIOUSLY?

Second period, Art. Miss Toh allowed us to take out our phones to try out the different perspectives of photographs, then I did with Chloe, but kinda epic fail luh.
Geography, kind of fun, cos' Samantha kept giving me an excuse to hit her head. :D
Assembly was an extreme bore can. New principal talkedandtalked about her life story, and Samantha regretted calling her sweet & gentle, hahaha. :D
English, kept laughing, I dunno why LOL. :DD

After school, took bus with Chloe, and we sang the stream song on the bus. :D
CHLOE, WE'LL CONTINUE TOMORROW UH!
Ohh yes, and Kaikang's obsessed with Mojojojo from the Powerpuff Girls! :D

Yup the end for today.
I'm still not done with History dammit, and there's History tomorrow.
I suck.

Zoomzxc. Still have got tons of homework waiting for me to complete, especially Chinese.
'Kay byezxc peeps. :D

souless.

2010-06-16T19:37:00.004+08:00

LIFE IS A BORE.
Like seriously. :(

Okay, my horrible schedule from tomorrow onwards:
June 17th; IPW meeting,
June 18th; CHIONG HOMEWORK,
June 19th; NDP practice at Padang,
June 20th; Some concert with family,
June 21st-22nd; Prefects camp,
June 23rd-24th; Going out,
June 25th; CHIONG HOMEWORK,
June 26th; NDP practice at Padang,
June 27th OMFG. CHIONG HOMEWORK LIKE MAD.

I am 110% sure that my group won't be able to finish IPW by the end of June. ._.
CRAPCRAPCRAP. I. am. going. to. break. down.
D:

Something to relieve me:
Adam Lambert's new If I Had You MV just came out! :D
Okay it didn't do much. ._.

Byezxc.

:D

2010-06-12T18:16:00.008+08:00

I opened my hotmail just now, and apparantly Facebook has badly spammed it for the past month.
4912 unread mails. How cool is that? :D I love myself. :D
Wanted to clear all almost 5000 unread mails but after 3 minutes I'd only finished clearing 1000. ._. It's gonna take forever, so I'm not bothering anymore.

Okay. Basically I haven't really done much homework. Duhh, typical me. ._.
I'm going to procrastinate till the last minute. Wheee. :D
And I'm trying my best not to freak out when I see or hear a lizard these days.
That's news. :X

Andandand,
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ACTUALLY MISSING NDP!
Urgh.

Crapzxc, I just got bitten by a stupid mosquito.
Hahaha. This is turning into a seriously random think-on-the-spot post. :D

Still haven't planned outing with CKP clique.
I miss Yijane like hell, cos' we chatted via sms one week ago and she hasn't changed.
I miss Peishan, cos' it's been one whole darn year since I've seen her.
I miss Farah, cos' it's been a while since someone played a prank on me.
I miss them to the max. :(

I'm going to rip some pictures of the BBQ from Facebook, cos' I'm freakingly bored. :D

All of the pics come from Dlyal's album, but I think a few belong to Melissa.
Paiseh I have no idea. Someone help me identify so I can credit them properly. :X

OKAY, done with my update.
Byezxc peeps.

We will be the last ones standing,
hold my hand and kiss me before the hearts collide.
- Last One Standing/ Hot Chelle Rae.

mini hiatus over.

2010-06-09T18:54:00.010+08:00

Back from 3 days of mini-hiatus.
Missed me? :D

First things first:
DLYAL'S BARBEQUE WAS SUPERFUPER AWESOME!
It's the first time I really had a bash in ~~almost~~ half a year.
THANKS A FUPERMILLION DLYAL!
:D

Went to Whitesands with Sharmaine yesterday and ate at Mad Jack.
Wtfzxc, I won't eat there ever again. Bitter homemade ice lemon tea, plus we're supposed to add SYRUP to make it sweeter to our own liking. ._.
After eating at MJ, went to Sharmaine's house and slacked until 6.

I've changed my music playlist. :D
Oh, and I'm not going to forget Kaikang's freakingly obscene shirt at Dlyal's BBQ. :D

HOT CHELLE RAE'S ALBUM IS SUPERFUPER NICE.
:D

Okay, nothing else I guess.
Sorry for the boring plus super brief update.

3 more days.
I miss you. :)

blah.

2010-06-06T10:11:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's NDP practice wasn't so bad, except for the fact that the rice for dinner felt really mushy in my mouth. ._.

NDP practice's going to be freaking intensive already.
8.15am-10pm, every Saturday from 19th June onwards.
Crapzxc.

I REALLY NEED TO START ON MY HOMEWORK, URGH!
Someone give me motivation!
Oh well.

I'm back to arguing with my mom every day.
Finally things are turning back to normal.

Nothing else to say.
Just another boring update.

OH YES, AND THIS YEAR'S HLA CAMP ROCKS! :D
AGAPE, scram luh. You suck.

counting the days.

2010-06-01T19:00:00.006+08:00

Still haven't packed for tomorrow's HLA camp.
Crapzxc. Really don't have the mood to do anything.
Told myself I'll do a bit of Math homework today & I haven't even touched it yet. Wtfzxc I'm such a procrastinator.
Although the circumstances given, I've finished the chemistry online quiz anyways. :D

Got a zillion pictures to upload on Facebook but I just can't find the cable. Irony uh. :X
I still have to meet up for IPW who knows when...
Gonna flunk IPW luh. ._.

One superduper horrible thing:
My dad's birthday is on the 3rd of June, and I'm coming back from the HLA camp at 5.30pm.
Suckish, I can't even celebrate my dad's birthday. ._.

A really short post uh. Can't find anything to post about.

I don't, I won't, but I want to show it;
I'm missing you already.

hot chelle rae ♥.

2010-05-28T20:50:00.004+08:00

HCR's my latest music sensation. :D, ♥
Ryan Keith Follese (second guy from left) is totally hot.
:D

Oh creep, and I can't believe Lee won American Idol.
What a total rip-off, exactly like Season 8. :(

Tomorrow's schedule:
Wake up at 8, get ready for NDP practice, use a bit of computer, get out of house, board bus, reach bus stop, go minimart, buy stuff, go into school, wait at the foyer.
I'm planning to reach there at maybe, 12.15? :D
Hmm, maybe meeting Xinxuan at the minimart, who knows. ;X

Okay so after the whole practice session, gonna reach school by 10pm.
Crapzxc, going to sleep on the bus on the way back to school. ._.
'Kay enough ranting on.

Byezxc.

thank you! :)

2010-05-28T20:28:00.005+08:00

Emma Seek Chu Ying,
Benjamin Loo Xuan Kai,
Chiang Kai Jun,

Thank you for listening to me and giving me tons of advice.
You guys rock! :D

reproach.

2010-05-28T13:52:00.006+08:00

I'm kind of happy that the holidays are here.
No need to see some people who don't want to see me and vice versa.
Seriously I'm damn pissed off at myself. I screwed my own life and now I don't know what to do.
I'm such an ass luh.
This whole incident taught a bloody big lesson.
I AM NOT GOING TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN. Cos' half my life turned upside down overnight.
Fuckzxc, I know it's completely too late saying all this crap.
Holidays crammed with homework + camps + IPW meetings (if we do meet up) + going out with peeps.
I'm still set on learning the guitar though. ;X

I took a listen to Kris Allen's album online for a while, and it's actually nice, zxomg.
Sadly, I have to say it's better than Adam Lambert's album uh. :(
Omgzxc. I feel like a betrayer, D:.
BUTBUTBUT I STILL PREFER ADAM LAMBERT, hahaha. :D, ♥

Superduperfuper lethargic today.
Oh my gosh I smell coffee! :D

argh.

2010-05-25T15:58:00.002+08:00

Today is ultimately the most boring + uncomfortable day I've had since MYE's finished.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I WAS ACTUALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO TODAY'S CSI INVESTIGATION THING! I feel totally ripped off.
Even yesterday's poster project was better.
Sorry, won't rant on anymore.
:X

Yup, there's the skit and IPW tomorrow.
This crap stuff assigned for us after the exams have seriously no productivity at all luh.

And once again, IHATEIPW, IHATEIPW, IHATEIPW!
This is a seriously boring update, sorry uh. But at least I updated. :D

a long overdue practical post.

2010-05-19T18:01:00.008+08:00

I'm going to type out a LONGGGG practical post today.
It's going to be boring, but at least it's LONGGGG. Whee!
:D

Aaahh. Today's morning duty, classroom again.
I'M SERIOUSLY BORED OF CLASSROOM DUTY! Arghh. Parade square is like so much better.
Reason is: I can intimidate an individual in the parade square with just glaring at him but I can't intimidate a whole class by glaring at them.
So basically, classroom duty requires me to shout, which I really don't like doing. It's like abusing my authority or something like that. ._.
But sadly for the sake of setting a good example (I sound super corny luh) to Mikee, had to shout at 3 to 4 classes. What the heck, there's one guy from 1E5, seriously has an itchy butt man. Irritating.

Okay, nothing much happened during lessons, except for the fact that I was super shocked that Miss Lee brought Taboo to class for us to play, and that Miss Mariana let us watch The Big Fat Liar. :D
Chinese was boring, as usual. Sent songs from Emma's phone to mine, ate seaweed super openly, drew and coloured with Peizhen, and read my library book.

EMMA, SUPER SORRY FOR HITTING YOUR LEFT ARM, I FORGOT ABOUT YOUR JAB!!
AND MELISSA, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SEAWEED. :)

Ooh ooh, I actually forgot about today's 2.4 NAPFA run for a moment. :X
I FAILED BY A FEW SECONDS, HOW NICE IS THAT. :D
Haaha, basically I walked with Samantha 3/4 of the run.

The routine went like this:
Side gate: Walk,
Opposite E!hub: Walk,
Opposite HDB flat: Walk,
Parade ground: CHIONG!

Love how the pattern goes. Wahaahaha. :D
Oh, and my earpiece is seriously irritating, argh. Halfway running 2.4, right side drop, put back, then left side drop, put back again.
And then when the two sides dropped out, I practically plucked out the whole earpiece from my handphone and held in it my hand. TALK ABOUT EXTRA WEIGHT, URGHH.
Lesson learnt: Find a better earpiece. :D

After school, waited for Chloe cos' she had some St. John's meeting, and in the meantime, Fionn asked me to follow her to do the cleaniness check, so went with another 4 Sec 1 boys.
I felt super extra okay! :X
Saw all the 2E5s scattered around the whole school; some in their classroom, some in the library, some in the canteen I think? Wahahaaha. :D
Chloe and Fionn then followed me to Whitesands to eat. Met Melissa and Alecia there, so ate together at Mcdonalds.
We took quite a lot of straws and broke them the way Jiawei introduced it. :D
After that, took bus home with Chloe. Arghh, it was raining again. ._.

Okay, the end.
:D

AND WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH THE WEATHER??
Weirdo global warming. :(

***

LOW KAIKANG!
Relax yeah?? Don't be so angry. It's scary, not like you at all.
I guess you're stressed out being chairman or something like that, but I know you can get over it okay. You can do it!! :D
And try to lighten up a bit OKAY??
Smile!

It seriously freaks me out to see usually-enthu people so emo. Or rather superduper angry. ._.

I hope you know how much I look forward to seeing you every day.
I hope you know how a smile from you can brighten my day.
I do hope you know.
:)

i hate you.

2010-05-18T19:33:00.002+08:00

I hate the two of you. You accuse me of things that I don't do, and you never give me any space for explanation. You're never satisfied with anything I do. You two say I'm the main reason why you suffer. You make me the black sheep of the family when he's not around. You never trust me, you never believe what I say. You two never believe in ME.
I hate the two of you.

crap.

2010-05-17T16:10:00.004+08:00

Arghh. I should be in the school library now.
Just that it isn't open. ._.
AAAHH CRAP, MY GROUP WON'T BE ABLE TO COMPLETE OUR WRITTEN REPORT DRAFT AT THIS RATE.

***

Okay enough said.
Crappy NYAA, I don't feel like doing it. :(

Oooh, 5 stalkers. Whee.

hellos :D

2010-05-17T08:35:00.000+08:00

HI PEOPLE!
Magdalene says hi, wahaaha. :D

This is a random post, just to revive my dead blog.
IT rocks, wheee. :D

MAGDALENE STILL SAYS HI. :D

thank you very much :>

2010-05-12T11:57:00.003+08:00

Thank you to those who showed me concern but I'M OKAY ALREADY! :D
THANKYOUVERYMUCH PEOPLE.
Love you guys! :D

boredom.

2010-05-11T14:55:00.008+08:00

I'm superduperfuper bored!

Nothing new uh.
:D
Wheee. Searching for a new blogskin.

I love the weather!! Wahahaha. ♥♥

I'm just entertaining myself, sorry. :D

mye.

2010-05-10T18:19:00.006+08:00

Feeling super neutral even though exams are over.
Crap, I think I strained the muscles in the whole of my right arm. It hurts like mad.

Okay... Not much strength left in me to type about the MYE. So I'll just simply say that the only papers I know (and hope) I didn't screw up are;
> English paper 1;
> English paper 2;
> English paper 3;
> Science: Biology, Chemistry, Physics;
> Literature;
> Geography;
> Math paper 2;
> Chinese paper 1.

I actually screwed Lit, Geography and Math paper 2 up, but not too badly.
So I just counted them in to make myself more assured. How pathetic is that? :D

sorries.

2010-05-10T17:23:00.005+08:00

I don't know if anyone was pissed off at me isolating myself from almost everyone today at Ben's house, but if I did peeve you, I'M REALLY SORRY!
Really didn't mean to piss anyone of you off lah. Sorry!!

I don't know how to say sorry. I don't even know how to approach you, how to face you.
I just know that deep in my heart, things between us will never be the same again.
How hard we might try, we just won't be what we used to be.
I don't hate you. It's me I hate.
For being so stupid, for being so impulsive, for being so bloody selfish. For unknowingly destroying our friendship when I didn't have to.
For being the most horrible person I've ever recognised in the 14 years of my life.

this title is random!

2010-05-08T13:07:00.003+08:00

Was reading through my past blog posts and was thinking like, WTF? Zxomg, can't believe I was so childish.
So tadah! Deleted a whole lot of my old posts. :D

P.S, this is random, mwahahaha.

mwahaha.

2010-05-08T11:46:00.009+08:00

The previous post was just an incredibly lame, childish attempt at poetry.
Wahahaha! :D

2 more days!:D

Okay, back to reality.
Went to Chloe's house again yesterday, mwahahah. :D Supposed to revise for Monday's grammer paper, but ended up watching TV plus blasting music and cleaning Chloe's superduper dusty dollhouse!! So fun, wahahaha! :D

I think this sounds kind of stupid, but...
I WANT TO LEARN THE GUITAR AFTER THE EXAMS!!
Or at the least, learn the basics of playing the piano again. :X

I suddenly feel incredibly brainless now. >D
Oh, and Aaron Kelly got voted off American Idol.
Like what the heck, Casey should get out instead of Aaron luh!!

Nevermind, I still like Aaron. :D♥

random.

2010-05-07T21:15:00.004+08:00

I feel like
you've scarred my heart,
my mind,
my soul.
Spare me mercy;
set me free.

history, bleah.

2010-05-05T14:21:00.002+08:00

Damn, I'm pissed off at the school counselor.
She practically started the History exam at 8.05 and ended it 5 minutes earlier?? Like what the hell! I could have finished my crappy paper in those 5 minutes which just flew away luh!
I got so crappily stressed out that I cancelled out the whole of the Sepoy Mutiny point and just wrote about the rush for food point. == That's what you get when you know you're going to flunk a paper and when the invigilator is counting down the timing.

So to summarize everything:
I'M GOING TO FAIL HISTORY!

And I'm not kidding this time.

History, I hate you as much I hate the weather and... oh crap, I just hate you like mad.

aahhh.

2010-04-30T17:46:00.002+08:00

I FEEL REALLY, REALLY, REALLY BAD NOW.

Suddenly things I thought would never happen actually came true.
I WISH I WAS PSYCHIC. LIFE WOULD BE EASIER FOR THE PEOPLE AROUND ME AND MYSELF.

:)

2010-04-11T14:22:00.002+08:00

My dead blog needs updating.

Friday
I can't explain why, but morning duty was unusually fun! Haha. I like catching the Sec 1s (SADIST ALERT). >D!
Can't really remember the rest of the details of the day, but Rafidah, like duh. I can't stand her. Wtf, what's the point of letting us stand for 15-20 minutes? Find better methods to punish us bah. What, she thinks we're primary school kids? She doesn't even know how to get us to respect her. And her nagging is far worse than my mom's. .__.

After school, met Jocelyn and went for PC duty together. Then Peizhen came, taught me how to compile the attendance and blahblah, but she had to leave at 2.15 for St.John's, so left me there to check the compilation.
Halfway checking through the compilation, Yizhan came, and he was like asking me "How do you compile?" and I was actually thinking he was testing me or something? So I just kept quiet, but in fact, Yizhan's also a newcomer in the PC department, like me! >D.

A few mistakes in the compilation, so Mr Govind asked Magdalene, Yizhan and I to compile again. ._.
Okay, I'm too lazy to elaborate, so basically, Mr Govind treated Mag, Yizhan, Jocelyn, Peizhen and I to ice cream at Downtown East. :DD.

That was my boring-iest update ever.
Aaahh, lost my inspiration in blogging.

I'm going to leave my blog like that till after mid-year, I don't care. I NEED TO START REVISING. BLOGGER, FACEBOOK, BYEBYE.

wheee.

2010-04-02T11:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the first time I was really happy in one week. :D
I still don't understand what happened, but I think the misunderstanding's cleared already. Yay! I'm so happy.

Going to Chloe's church with Christina later. :DD.

♥

2010-03-28T21:43:00.005+08:00

Wanna scream out
No more hiding
Don't be afraid of what's inside
Gonna tell ya you'll be alright
In the Aftermath
Anytime anybody pulls you down
Anytime anybody says you're not allowed
Just remember you are not alone
In the Aftermath
In the Aftermath

#1: Aftermath //Adam Lambert
#2: Run Devil Run //Ke$ha
#3: Please Don't Stop The Rain //James Morrison
#4: Over My Head //The Fray
#5: Hey, Soul Sister //Train
#6: Sing Like Me //Chris Brown
#7: Too Late //Dead By Sunrise

Posting for the sake of posting. :D

CHLOE & ALECIA, LY LOADS! :D♥♥.

Byebye computer, won't be using much of you this week. D:
Feel like letting my beloved blog rot here. But I'd better not luh.
:D.

hatehatehate.

2010-03-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to detest every single aspect of life.

I can't stand the sound of my parents. I absolutely hate my disgusting, moronic brother, cos' he only knows how to portray the bad side of other people, except himself. I hate school, and I wish I can transfer out to a convent. I hate prefects duty, cos' I've lost the meaning of responsibility and leadership in me.

I'll regain everything back soon, but just not so soon.

argh!!

2010-03-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL.

Hope that I suddenly get the flu on Sunday so I won't need to go to school on Monday. One extra day to complete all my homework! How cool is that?

random.

2010-03-15T22:43:00.003+08:00

I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I

I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

- Swear It Again // Westlife

This song still remains at the top of my favourite Westlife songs. :D
Ohmygosh. I miss Westlife.

random.

2010-03-14T19:07:00.004+08:00

I was seriously bored so scooped up a few pictures from the Internet.

David A. looks cute in this picture. :DD

Robert Pattinson looks a hell lot better in his latest film "Remember Me" than in Twilight. At least he looks natural here. X:

Oh yesh I'm incredibly bored. No homework done yet, except for the online quizzes.
March Holidays has become the same scenario as Home-based Learning, with twice as much homework than normal school days.
Crap all Singapore schools, seriously. I don't think that in America, they have this crap thing as "holiday homework".

sadded.

2010-03-13T10:29:00.002+08:00

Argh, Adam Lambert's having an autograph session at Bugis Junction today, but I'm not going. D:

I WANT ADAM LAMBERT'S AUTOGRAPH! D:

retarded virus.

2010-03-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

I could have sworn that I blocked everyone of the anonymous contacts I added on MSN, but apparently the virus computer system came to "chat" with me. And I got so pissed, I had to vent it on the system.
I feel stupid, but I don't care. And, this system is unexpectedly smart. I practically turned the whole topic upside down.
To those who can't stand vulgarities, please, reading this is optional.

***

[20:31] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
what's up?

[20:32] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
...

[20:32] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
Yay someone to talk to !! how are u? I found your name in the msn online members search

[20:32] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
!@#$ you

[20:32] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:32] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
go !@#$ your mom you !@#$ing bitch of a virus

[20:32] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:33] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
asshole computer system, you think you're so smart trying to !@#$ing hack other people's !@#$ing computers is it?

[20:33] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
my roomates just stepped out I only have a little while alone... are u alone too? we should cam2cam

[20:33] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
!@#$ you, screw you, get off everyone's !@#$ing back and shut up you !@#$ING BITCH

[20:33] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
Right back at ya, PEACE!

[20:33] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
!@#$ YOU !@#$ING BITCH

[20:34] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:34] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
I DON'T CARE, SO SCREW YOU, AND !@#$ING GO !@#$ YOUR FATHER, I DON'T CARE, YOU !@#$ING BITCH

[20:34] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:34] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
!@#$ YOU

[20:35] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:35] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
yeah whatever. !@#$ off and screw you !@#$ing bitch.

[20:35] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
lol will do, nice talking with ya

[20:36] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
failed with the virus? good. so !@#$ off, and don't ever come back to try to !@#$ing give me that !@#$ing bitch virus you bitch

[20:36] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
seriously? that's your response? wow

[20:36] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
yes, so !@#$ you. bitch.

[20:36] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
okay, that was rude! what's with the language!?

[20:36] ♥ Hong-hui! - we'll be a dream.:
!@#$ you.

[20:37] elbamiraclefs2436@hotmail.com:
Right back at ya, PEACE!

What do this assholes earn from making viruses. !@#$%^&*().
Pissed off. Stupid crazy MSN viruses. Zz.

whee.

2010-03-08T18:30:00.002+08:00

Changed my skin, to make my music player visible. :DD
So just scroll down, and tadah! It's there.

In case you didn't hear the story (and yes, you) I broke my spectacles. X: So... I'm currently almost blind that I need to squint soooo badly to see the computer screen. Uh-oh.

Morale: Never ever buy glasses with frames so thin it looks like it'll break anytime (or, will break anytime).

aaron kelly♥

2010-03-07T09:24:00.003+08:00

I think I just found my new American Idol favourite.
He looks like David Archie, and he's SO CUTE! :DD. Plus, his voice is totally... woah.

AARON KELLY. ♥

:DD

2010-03-06T09:16:00.003+08:00

I bought Melissa's present! :DD
I really didn't know what to buy and I hope it's not too childish for her though.

Gosshhh. My eyes feel like there are two handfuls of sand inside. And btw I woke up at 8.45 to do my homework, and what am I doing now?
Yay, I simply do not have any sense of determination. Why can't I be like my dad for once.

I've been toturing Stanley like mad this whole week, and he finally blurted out, "Wahlao, I want change seat lah!" Hah. Now he knows how I've been feeling since Week 5 of Term 1.

So, to end this post on a happy note:

I LOVE MY CHOIR JUNIORS LIKE MAD, I TELL YOU. :DDD

X:

2010-03-04T22:31:00.002+08:00

I know my blog has been dead for... a week or something? So here I am.

Basically I'm pissed off at how my life is turning from crap into really deep crap.
I've got to endure with people in school, stress at home, and yeah, my soul feels empty. _|_

Ohwell, that's how life goes. O_O

I have this feeling, this is going to be one heck of a bad year for me.

lol.

2010-02-24T19:20:00.002+08:00

Ripped from Nicole K.

1) I need to tell you a secret, look at 5.
2) The answer is... look at 11.
3) Don't get mad, look at 15.
4) Calm down, don't be mad, look at 13.
5) First, look at 2.
6) Don't be angry, look at 12
7) I just wanted to say... Boy, I love you.
8) What I wanted to tell you is... THE ANSWER IS ON 14.
9) Be patient and look at 4.
10) This is the last time I'm going to do this, look at 7.
11) I hope you're not mad when I say this:look at 6
12) Sorry, look at 8.
13) Don't get mad, look at 10.
14) I don't know how to say this, but look at 3.
15) You must be really mad. Look at number 9.

Just play along and it'll be real retarded. X:

so manyyyy things.

2010-02-23T22:05:00.006+08:00

Yeah, lots of stuff have been happening in my life lately. X:
So right now, I've somehow cleared up the whole situation that has been driving me freakingly mad for the past one week or more. But what's with the other party, I don't know.
I'm suddenly scared.

Alright, now on the bright side.
We've got a new score for Choir: "All Things Bright & Beautiful" composed by... *drumrolls* John Rutter!! I LOVE HIS COMPOSITIONS. :DD. Somehow nicer than the stupid "I Am The River" crap. X:

Life's fine. I'm just becoming too much like Shiting. :DDD
That guy is soooo cute!! Aaahh.

Another bad thing.
I wish Frederick can just go scram to another seat?? Why can't Miss Lee just freakingly open her eyes to see what's always going on at our area. X:

Distractions, distractions.
Like these pics!

I HAVE DELETED THE PICTURES COS' I FIND THEM SERIOUSLY OBSCENE, AND FOR EVERYONE'S BENEFIT, TADAH MR BEAN!

worn out.

2010-02-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm worn out from crying too much.
The fact that you wanted to abort me when I wasn't even born, will be always etched in my heart, my head. Isn't that what you want?

woah, scary.

2010-02-15T21:24:00.002+08:00

So far CNY has been weird.
Apparently my mom and her sisters are quarelling over some small thing. At least it's small to me? X:. So to conclude, 4 sisters = sibling rivalry! Like duh. O_O
And SOME people just had to come and spoil the mood yesterday.

1st day: troublemeter = 7
2nd day: trobulemeter = 5
3rd day: I hope it'll be at most a 3?

Crossing my fingers. *virtually*

yippee.

2010-02-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

Was helping to make Chinese New Year decors just now. :D

- Fake firecrackers: SUCCESS! :D
- Small lanterns: ULTIMATE FAILURE. X:
- Big lanterns: Somewhat there. One of them looks totally horrible though.
- BIGGG wordings: Hmm, I like those. How come my father didn't say anything. O_O
- Fishy fishy: So-so. Looked flat though.

Wahaha, my dad & I spent 4 hours decorating the house with our handcrafts. So it isn't as nice as decos bought from stalls, but save money mah. X: We got budget okay!! :D
Will post pictures maybe tomorrow? I have no idea where's my Nokia cable. X:

Next time I buy a new phone, Nokia's out of my list. Seriously, Nokia would be a great phone if they just weren't made in China. ==
Should I get a Samsung? :D

valentine's day :D

2010-02-12T17:56:00.004+08:00

I feel so bad, so many people gave me Valentine's Day pressies and I didn't even give them one. X:
Thanks Samantha, Chloe, Joan, Xinxuan, Emma, Kimberly, Shirlee, Audrey, Jocelyn, Shiying, Dylal & Belle-belle! :DD

Ooops, the Toblerone Audrey gave me, I left it in my pocket and it literally turned into liquid. SORRY AUDREY! Wasted one of your Toblerones. X:

What's wrong with Shawn Teo, sleeping in class every day. O_O
IPW is pissing me off. Crappy crappady crap crap. :D
I'm at Level 76 in Sorority Life!! Wahooo. Maureen, Audrey, get jealous. :DDD

Choir is currently boring+stupid+slacky= I am beginning to hate choir. Like heck, the new scores sound like they're for kindergarten or primary school. Not secondary.
So to sum it up, I WANT SACRED MUSIC SCORES YOU ASSHOLES. :DD

I'm thinking of buying Valentine's Day pressies. Sherilyn gave me the idea. :DD

OH YESH, AND I CUT MY HAIR JUST NOW. OMGOMG. IT'S TOTALLY SHORT, CAN HARDLY TIE A PONYTAIL. Crappy hairdresser! Asked her to cut shoulder-length. Not above shoulder-length. X:
And Peizhen, sadness lah, my hair still not as short as P4. :DD

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2010-02-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

Okay fine, forget what I said about the sabo-ing okay??? The point is, I KNOW I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THE FRIENDSHIP BONDS AMONG OUR CLASS GIRLS, BUT please, I really don't want all of you quarelling with each other. And why must it be this year, GOT STREAMING YEAH??

I kind of made the wrong move by posting about the sabo-ing thing, but I'll just leave the post there so people will get what I'm talking about.

And Sharmaine, if you're the "..." in my tagboard, I repeat, I DO NOT HATE YOU. I'm just peeved about the physics presentation incident, NOTHING ELSE.

sorrysorry O_O

2010-02-06T15:49:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry Milton.

O_O

argh.

2010-01-30T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm done with the skin... But crap, having big trouble with the music gadget.
==

Shawn just called me, said my timing sucks, he going for wedding dinner now == Wtf, I smsed him yesterday. Asshole.
A little pissed.